Nov 05, 2004 17:56
havent seen evan for a week because his parents hate me..
i fucking hate emily elise cloutier. once again we have been pulled atpart from which i thought was a great friendship. Theres one problem with friendship, both the people have to feel the same way. Much like a relationship. Looks like im the only one that feels that way. Im seriously done. Thers no more seconed chances, no more sorrys.. no more anything. Im sick of wasting my time on my "best friend" who obviously isnt the best. So im ending it NOW. at like 5:37 pm on November 5, 2004. and i swear if we become friends again there will be no more trust or any shit that she fucks around with anymore. Im sick of her making excuses, telling lies and pretending. Im sick of her saying shit to me she doesnt mean. Im sick of her. end of dicusuion. She makes me sick. Sick enough to want to kill myself because i feel like shit because of the way she treats me, herself and other people. and im not going to be the one to deal with it anymore. so fuck this. and goodbye.
Tonight the headphones will deliver you the words that i cant say!
i love you evan<3
*missing apart of my heart*
Peace<3