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Oct 23, 2004 21:05

It's burning up in here, Even thought the bed is cold on your side, I'd rather die, then spend this night here without you

this week was queer cause i hardly saw evan.

i went to his house on friday, and his grandma wouldnt leave us alone. it was so cute tho. and evans so mean to her. he was like go away, and he doesnt even call her grandma. he calls her by her name. isnt that rude. lol. well then on saturday we had our last game. cheerleading was queer cause i like broke my wrist. not cool. We played sweethome, and lost. o well, who really cares about jv football. Then i went to stevens barmitzfah, o so funn. I GOT TO SEE EVAN, and zain, omg i love that kidd and i havnt seen him in like forever. and i also got to hang out with emily, something i havent done in a while.

me and emily like stole all the suckers lol. cause were sweet like that. i cant believe there was seriously a drag queen. and that that other person was actually a girl. and evan was nice enough to be like "o so your not really a guy". hes so mean lol. but i still love him.

I would try to fix these flaws of mine, If I could just see you for one more time, And I'm trying to convince myself, That the way I feel is all I have, I don't believe in sure things, There's pain in what the truth brings

now im hanging out with nicole, zack, mike and my sister casue im sweet like that. emily came to my house after and we like ate food the whole time. lol were such losers. then i got a cookie from mrs. cloutier. how cool i am.

now im sitting here next to my phone (i got a new one today (well the same one but my other one broke cause its queer)) waiting for evan to call even tho i know hes not calling till like 12. im such a fucking loser but its okay. i love him sooo much.

well tomarrow i have competition and i have to wake up at like 9:30 all because i have to put stupid hot curlers in my hair. i cant like get the ones that arnt hot because my aunt and uncle are queer.

well i dont like the fact that my papa is friends with evans dad. its kinda weird. well whatever.

I'd be the first one to know, If its smart for me to just let it go, I'll be the laughing stock of all time, Person most likely to find, Deciding if it's fate that made you avoid me to this day

im outtie,
peace

I love you so much evan david, and im sorry<3
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