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ray cheated on me.
i've never had this feeling before.
i refuse to break up with him though.

but here's what i think:
he had just kissed her
but when you kiss someone, it's not like you just lean over and suck face for a few seconds
you have your arms around them
that's what i can't get over
you can't just kiss someone and have it NOT mean a thing
you at least think they're cute
and they were obviously flirting all night
but again the part that impacts me
is that while they kissed they had their arms around eachother
that kills me.