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this isn't me being depressed or anything haha butttt
i've lost a lot of GOOD, REAL friends lately.
no.. not because of me purposely trying to "get rid of them" or anything,
but they just randomly stopped talking because they get too caught up in all their new friends.
i really don't understand how someone can just forget about the really good relationship that you had with someone else.
things aren't the same anymore.
hannah and i have gotten really close since school has started and she is a true friend. i don't like those "hahaha OMG BFF FOR A MONTH" shit, i actually see us being great friends for the rest of highschool, and maybe through college since i'm saving up to fly out to c town to see her every once in awhile hahahaha.
i have never called any of my best friends a BEST FRIEND FOREVER, because they don't realize it but some of my friends switch their 'bffs' every month.
i've tried so hard to keep on being friends with people.. i ask them to hang out a lot but they always can't.
i just wish that people would actually take the time to open up their weekends and try to hang out with some of their friends more often. i haven't hung out with any of the people i want to be my real friends because they're either always busy, grounded, or too lazy.
and now i don't want to sound gay but, it seems as if guys do follow through with plans. like i can call up andrew, kyle, john, etc etc and they're always up for hanging out. we were all together at the mall tonight and talked about everything and it was really nice.
k this entry is all full of my bull shit hahaha :)
but i love my friends so much, i don't regret ANYTHING with them and i just wish that i even had more time to hang out with people. the next week, i don't work at all and have nothing planned so i'm defintely going to hang out with a lot of my good friends more :D
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i've lost a lot of GOOD, REAL friends lately.
no.. not because of me purposely trying to "get rid of them" or anything,
but they just randomly stopped talking because they get too caught up in all their new friends.
i really don't understand how someone can just forget about the really good relationship that you had with someone else.
things aren't the same anymore.
hannah and i have gotten really close since school has started and she is a true friend. i don't like those "hahaha OMG BFF FOR A MONTH" shit, i actually see us being great friends for the rest of highschool, and maybe through college since i'm saving up to fly out to c town to see her every once in awhile hahahaha.
i have never called any of my best friends a BEST FRIEND FOREVER, because they don't realize it but some of my friends switch their 'bffs' every month.
i've tried so hard to keep on being friends with people.. i ask them to hang out a lot but they always can't.
i just wish that people would actually take the time to open up their weekends and try to hang out with some of their friends more often. i haven't hung out with any of the people i want to be my real friends because they're either always busy, grounded, or too lazy.
and now i don't want to sound gay but, it seems as if guys do follow through with plans. like i can call up andrew, kyle, john, etc etc and they're always up for hanging out. we were all together at the mall tonight and talked about everything and it was really nice.
k this entry is all full of my bull shit hahaha :)
but i love my friends so much, i don't regret ANYTHING with them and i just wish that i even had more time to hang out with people. the next week, i don't work at all and have nothing planned so i'm defintely going to hang out with a lot of my good friends more :D
<3