...Halloween...
Halloween started off sucking...i almost said i hated my favorite holiday because of a stupid boy...i thought that coming to college i would find someone who is as mature and imature as i am...i mean come on...what is it with guys being stupid up here. I guess its just the way they are...but hearing shit from someone else is bull shit when you make it plain and clear that you wanna hear it form one perons, but they dont have common certisy to tell you their selves...pisses me the hell of, when i know that i should do it, just be because the person diserves it...dont i atleast diserve this...makes me feel like im almost worthless some times. but then i stop to think..its his loss..if he wants her then fine...but dont come crawln' back to me when she screws him over again...but maybe she wont...maybe he made the right disision? only time will tell...untill then i have more urgent thoughts to think about....like my visitor on halloween....i dont know what to do about it....but i loved it...every minute he was here....
Some people should be thanking god im a nice person...i could start so much shit, but im not going to this time...im going to let the snide remarks slide by me, and not touch me this time...im growing up and that childs play...i wish everyone would grow up and talk things out like you are suppose too...so point less to argue or do things just to spit someone...oh well....just means im one step up on the rest....