for all of this, im better off without you.
im back from md. that trip BLOWED. the only thing that was worth going there was to see kristen & justin which i did...for like an hour. kristen is still a sweetheart and justin gave me a pumpkin and a pretty fantastic book. the rest of the trip was spent shopping, chilling at the Tress's (old neighbors), we went to this guy Lenny's house (100% homo) it was his new place in Charles Village. it was UNBELIEVABLE. that man had a fckn art exhibit in his house. it was pretty touching. it was weird because as i walked through the house, looking at the art, i felt so many emotions from them. i got angry, upset, grossed out, or happy..just by seeing them. its was cOoL. then we went to Hampden and saw that street with all those lights n such. that was cute and my mother bought philip this MAGICAL guitar light thingmabob. i really enjoyed Hampden except the excruciating cold made me want to castrate someone.
so yeah...afterall that^ youd think the trip went great. it TOTALLY would have flowed that way. but my bffaeaeae since forever, ended up ditching me, making plans--cancelling them, not calling, and was a complete douchebag. yeah, idk if our so-called friendship could ever work again. OH WELL fuck it. i cant believe shed have the nerve to do that. i guess its okay for people to change n stuff, but to lead me on thinking everything was fine and fckn dandy...NOT COOL.
--this is a completely random rant--
i hate it how this inparticular boy i knew from back in the day, tends to (SO EASILY) replace girls. he "falls in love" with one (so he says) and in a flash, shes gone and without much time in between--theres some new stupid ass who he claims he "LOVES" yet he hardly even knows her. i dont think someone you really honestly love can be replaced like that so quickly and at many times. i hope he gets broken real hard one day & the stupid ass girls he targets, realize they can do better. :] no but really...i hope he gets broken--physically & mentally. WOOTWOOT.
anyways, i brought up that whole situation about us moving again. i said i DETESTED it. my mom said she understood and that if we ever had to, it wouldnt be so soon and if i wanted it, there would be arrangements made for me to stay. fckn sweet huh? no worries.
i fckn cant wait to see katie, amanda n philip. maybe in a little bit... *crosses fingers*
i need to go finished unpacking.
im glad im back.
lovelovelovelovelovelove