To whom it may concern;

Jun 22, 2008 16:24

I want you to be forewarned; you will be miserable without me. You are going from the most amazing person you will ever meet in your life, to who knows what. You are going to lose the only thing in your life worth preserving, all because you were too blind to see.
And I will continue to miss you, quite unlike you. And I will respect what we had by not jumping to the first guy who will have me. And I will learn from all your flaws, and I will know what not to look for. I must have been just as blind as you.
You never truly loved me. How can you love someone when you can only think of yourself. And I was a fool, I let you use me. But believe me when I tell you, that you have taught me an invaluable lesson.
And while it kills me, you feel nothing but contempt...I pity you. You're the one that needs help, not me. I forgot who I was because you made me into another person.
I will no longer be that girl.
Perhaps the old Vanessa has died. But I am a new person. A new person who doesn't need you to complete her world.
If you think confidence and independence are sexy, wait 'till you see me again, you wont even recognize me.
And when you come crawling back on your hands and knees, it will be up to my discretion whether or not you deserve to be taken back, not the other way around.
I'm going to haunt your dreams forever...and you wont even be a memory to me.
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