Frustration and its consequences
Yes, I know I've been lost. But not without good reason, I have a lot on my plate right now. Im working full time, going to school full time and the rest of my spare time is dedicated to my boyfriend... On that subject, those of you who know us, things I guess are alright...Am I the only person who gets gut feelings that their significant other is keeping things from them?! I seriously feel like he is, and yet he continuously tells me he isn't. I dont know what ot believe...him or my instinct! Grr... School is getting complicated. It seems that I dig myself deeper and deeper into failure by the minute. I got a 67 on my last astronomy test and today my english essay was duue, but i didnt know that because I didn't go to last class. Why you may ask...because I couldnt wake up in the morninig...again...why? Because I was working late -.- So I had to skip todays class to write it and hopefully I can email a copy to him as proof that it is done, and then give him the completed essay on tuesday. Talk about frustrated. Anyone know somebody who needs a secretary or receptionist? I'm looking to quit my job for something less stressful and fast paced. Other than that, nothing new really. I hate FIU it feels like I'm still in high school just with slightly less babying and a lot more arguing with both my boyfriend and my parents. Actually I should say parent seeing as how my father has fallen off the face of the earth. PLUS! My wonderful mother wants me to move out sooner than I had anticipated solely because she's sick of me =( Im frustrated...and like severely... If anyone has any advice or soothing words I could use it now lol. Ok...so that ends my ramblings...much love to everyone be good, and stay safe. hope you all had a great Halloween.