as i bleed
well the past has been a bit shaky for me, so let me start with the recent news:
BoYs.. eh, who needs 'em?
so yeh, i was "talkin" with this guy, whatever ya wanna call it. he just got of this relationship with this nut. (they've been broken up for awhile) but she's still madly in love with him. and it's come to the point where i can't compete with her. so, he goes to the 5k run, calls to tell me he's goin to some parties..so i'm okay with it. well, i get home from work, and IM the ex. ask her to kinda back off, so we can work our things out. well, she hits me with a brick when she responds with," well he just left my house, and we're working things out even though we're having some rough times. he still loves me." some party, right? so once again, i have fallen for the tricks of this guy. ahh. fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me. well fuckin shame on me. he always told me he never wanted her back. whether or not i'll get the truth from him.. who knows. i simply adore him soo much, but can i trust him after this? to be continued in my next update.. tomorrow
TiGereTtEs
sooo, yeh. i got co-captain. its not as great as i thought it would be. there are some problems i need to take care of. but i adore my gals oh so much. and i super adore my little sister.. who are they? find out monday at inductions..
sChoOL??
eh, its going to be over soon.. boo hoo. ahah yeh right. im soo super excited! yay go tigers!
MiSc...
i've gone through alot lately. and i've learned alot as a person. but nothing compares to the hurt and suffering. i've started crying at times, for no reason. its crazy. i think im going to go talk to a doctor and see if im so called "clinically depressed". i told my mom this. and she said its impossible. but people don't know how i act happy when i'm not.its crazy
sOLdiErs..
my soldier casey had to go back to IrAq today. it was a tearful moment when he left. keep him in your prayers.. love you casey.. pray for dustin too.. my gal pijor's bro.
anything else i forgot,
deal with it.
_ Mags _
BoYs.. eh, who needs 'em?
so yeh, i was "talkin" with this guy, whatever ya wanna call it. he just got of this relationship with this nut. (they've been broken up for awhile) but she's still madly in love with him. and it's come to the point where i can't compete with her. so, he goes to the 5k run, calls to tell me he's goin to some parties..so i'm okay with it. well, i get home from work, and IM the ex. ask her to kinda back off, so we can work our things out. well, she hits me with a brick when she responds with," well he just left my house, and we're working things out even though we're having some rough times. he still loves me." some party, right? so once again, i have fallen for the tricks of this guy. ahh. fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me. well fuckin shame on me. he always told me he never wanted her back. whether or not i'll get the truth from him.. who knows. i simply adore him soo much, but can i trust him after this? to be continued in my next update.. tomorrow
TiGereTtEs
sooo, yeh. i got co-captain. its not as great as i thought it would be. there are some problems i need to take care of. but i adore my gals oh so much. and i super adore my little sister.. who are they? find out monday at inductions..
sChoOL??
eh, its going to be over soon.. boo hoo. ahah yeh right. im soo super excited! yay go tigers!
MiSc...
i've gone through alot lately. and i've learned alot as a person. but nothing compares to the hurt and suffering. i've started crying at times, for no reason. its crazy. i think im going to go talk to a doctor and see if im so called "clinically depressed". i told my mom this. and she said its impossible. but people don't know how i act happy when i'm not.its crazy
sOLdiErs..
my soldier casey had to go back to IrAq today. it was a tearful moment when he left. keep him in your prayers.. love you casey.. pray for dustin too.. my gal pijor's bro.
anything else i forgot,
deal with it.
_ Mags _