its funny how things turn out.. there was a point where i thought i wouldnt be able to breath without you there.. then you werent there and i had to learn how to start all over.. then it came to a point where just a simple phone call would get me through the day.. now there is nothing at all..and in some miserable way i can say im ok with that. in ( Read more... )

i dont even know where to start. johnny fucking depp is the hottest mother fucker ever. i probably spelled his name wrong but who cares. anyway im going to bed. shalommmmmmmmmm

the trip was so much fun. it was great to get away. we went to san jose, santa cruz, and san fran. we played, ate, and drank. it was so much fun.. we finally have a week off from practice. which is going to be nice but suck all at once.. we have a photo shoot tomorrow which is sweet ( Read more... )

it was the most needed vacation i have ever had. but it feels so nice to be back in my own bed

yea so a few weeks back we saw this guy pull up in a viper at the studios. and we were all making fun of him and calling him a bitch and whatnot.. well last night we saw these to guys pull up in a 61 shelby and it was the guys from system.. and it was really cool. then tonight we see the guy with the viper and of course it was the drummer and nick ( Read more... )

there goes my smile again ( Read more... )

how hard is it to just call when you say you will?

i have a show tonight. im so excited.weeeehooo

there is this kid name gary. he has a live journal that you may read ever once in a while. theres something about him though. everythign he writes make me think so muhc and its exactly what i am feeling. just the way he words everything so perfectly and so vividly i love it. his last entry totally just summed up everything i had been feeling latly ( Read more... )

k so you know the mariah carey movie glitter? i just watched and i fucking cried. i dont understand.. anyway dave and nick are in san diego and justin is with his wife leaving me wiht nothing to do.. cool.. the audiences last show will be on july 9th. the new band is playing on july 4th in san jose then a few days later in vegas and we will be ( Read more... )

i hate feeling alone ( Read more... )