Feb 22, 2005 17:00
and now i get to go to the psycologist where shes just gonna tell me what i already kno..im over sensitive, paranoid and depressed
everything stopped for a while..but theyre starting to start again..today i was sitting in photography wondering why im alive and contemplating ODing tonite..its gonna be a hard week.
my mom just got a new bottle of sleeping pills yesterday..
last time i got lucky and i woke up
idk why i still have the will to live to be able to wake up after 28 asperin, 4 midol and 2 niquil
w/e i didnt have the intention of killing myself then neway
im gone