alone
ok so basically i have had one of the worst weekends ever..and its my birthday weekend..imagine that..
i thought the party was a disaster except for somethings..like Nobody Famous playing and being w/ my friends and boyfriend..who btw didnt get high or drunk and jump the fence..
and i wanted to blow out my candles by myself cuz i was about to cry & i didnt want ppl to see but then shayna has to go and call evvveryone over .. great
so then betsy, kristen, inbi, and kacinator slept over and kristen and i got drunk off vermouth, chardonay, and nasty italian crap..then we hatian packed it on one twin bed..
well the next day every1 left cept for kristen and then my parents made me cry..like twice..once in front of kristen..on my birthday..w/e..i had to give all my birthday money to my mom b/c i lost my glasses and cell fone..and now i have to work at fucking publix so i can get money to sponser junior..i had a good time with kristen at the barn..i got bit by a baby horse named luna and i have a hickey which is bruising..
kankan was being stubborn and wouldnt get on the damn trailer..after like 45 minutes of trynig to trick her with food..kristen just showed her a lungewhip and she jumped right on..wuuuuut..
i also got headbutted by a stallion named kung fu..that was GREAT..then i met this wolfdog named zipper..and he has the prettiest eyes i have ever seen..theyre like ice blue almost white..aweeesomme..
then my mom screamed at me for inviting inbar and kacey to dinner with us b/c she didnt wanna spend al that money and it was jyust supposed to be kristen. but how am i supposed to invite one best friend and not the others?? what the hell???
and then my mom tried to take me to MEXICAN and i hate mexican..yeah thanks alot mom..take me to somewhere i hate for my birthday..wooo
but then we decided to go to china buffet and thats good..yeah we had fun..except for my parents being there and totally humiliating me in front of the entire resturant
but inbar got some crawfish in her sprite and i laughed sooo hard..
so we went back to my house and were going to watch office space byt my dad was too tired..so we couldnt..
but when every1 left he was still watching johnny carson on tv..
my mom made me cry again this morning and i hate her fucking guts..now i have to clean up and do hw..cuz i wanna go to RJs house but i bet u anything its not going to happen b/c i lied about my glasses and kristen accidently told my mom what really happened and b/c of the fucking assholes at my party im probably grounded forever..
its not gonna be long b4 she pushes me over the edge and i freak out and do something stupid or just leave..
well it wont matter to her b/c "im a curse" on her
and i said "maybe i shouldnt be alive" and she says "maybe"
god i wish it were raining
so-
betsy ate a grub
inbar needs her st-ss-st-stapler
kaceys got her fone
im hatian packin it
kristen is damn straight
i thought the party was a disaster except for somethings..like Nobody Famous playing and being w/ my friends and boyfriend..who btw didnt get high or drunk and jump the fence..
and i wanted to blow out my candles by myself cuz i was about to cry & i didnt want ppl to see but then shayna has to go and call evvveryone over .. great
so then betsy, kristen, inbi, and kacinator slept over and kristen and i got drunk off vermouth, chardonay, and nasty italian crap..then we hatian packed it on one twin bed..
well the next day every1 left cept for kristen and then my parents made me cry..like twice..once in front of kristen..on my birthday..w/e..i had to give all my birthday money to my mom b/c i lost my glasses and cell fone..and now i have to work at fucking publix so i can get money to sponser junior..i had a good time with kristen at the barn..i got bit by a baby horse named luna and i have a hickey which is bruising..
kankan was being stubborn and wouldnt get on the damn trailer..after like 45 minutes of trynig to trick her with food..kristen just showed her a lungewhip and she jumped right on..wuuuuut..
i also got headbutted by a stallion named kung fu..that was GREAT..then i met this wolfdog named zipper..and he has the prettiest eyes i have ever seen..theyre like ice blue almost white..aweeesomme..
then my mom screamed at me for inviting inbar and kacey to dinner with us b/c she didnt wanna spend al that money and it was jyust supposed to be kristen. but how am i supposed to invite one best friend and not the others?? what the hell???
and then my mom tried to take me to MEXICAN and i hate mexican..yeah thanks alot mom..take me to somewhere i hate for my birthday..wooo
but then we decided to go to china buffet and thats good..yeah we had fun..except for my parents being there and totally humiliating me in front of the entire resturant
but inbar got some crawfish in her sprite and i laughed sooo hard..
so we went back to my house and were going to watch office space byt my dad was too tired..so we couldnt..
but when every1 left he was still watching johnny carson on tv..
my mom made me cry again this morning and i hate her fucking guts..now i have to clean up and do hw..cuz i wanna go to RJs house but i bet u anything its not going to happen b/c i lied about my glasses and kristen accidently told my mom what really happened and b/c of the fucking assholes at my party im probably grounded forever..
its not gonna be long b4 she pushes me over the edge and i freak out and do something stupid or just leave..
well it wont matter to her b/c "im a curse" on her
and i said "maybe i shouldnt be alive" and she says "maybe"
god i wish it were raining
so-
betsy ate a grub
inbar needs her st-ss-st-stapler
kaceys got her fone
im hatian packin it
kristen is damn straight