Jan 31, 2005 21:43
well i went to work today expecting it to be a hard nite but not for it to be this bad...renee calls me at work to tell me that my grandfather called and that my great grandmother passed away this afternoon. so i tried to get back to work, but really didn't wanna break down in tears at work so i called my boss to ask if i could leave early. i was told to finish up as much of my cleanup as possible and then leave. so i got my cleanup done at 8 and left. i was sposed to be there until 10. so i get home and call my grandmother, she tells me everything that happened...how she died at home and that she was sick and blah blah blah. then i talked to my mom. she took it really hard since shes in texas and can't afford to come home. i just have to represent the both of us, and give everyone a hug for her too. i'm just glad i'm able to go home. i don't know wut i'd do if i wasn't able to go home. as much as i don't want to cuz its gonna be hell, i gotta be there for the family. anyways i'm goin home tomorrow morning and won't be back until tuesday nite or possibly wednesday.i'm gonna stay home until friday and then go to halifax to see sam for her bday and go back to freddy either tuesday or wednesday . i gotta call the registrar's office tomorrow and let them know why i won't be in class for a while...hopefully i won't miss to much work...oh well this is more important...just when i thought i was happy, god decides to curse me with this. guess i'm not allowed to be happy, this is my punishment...argh....oh well live life i guess...u never know when ur time is up and i've learned from this to always tell people you love them.u never know when they'll be gone and u'll never see that chance again...wel i'm off to cry myself to sleep now, well have a smoke to calm my nerves first...
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