he's gone :(
well it was a really great weekend...he just left for the bus and i miss him already! wow i'm pathetic, but i can't help it....i'm not too upset cuz i know i'm gonna see him again on thursday when i go to halifax...and then after that i'm not gonna see him until april...if i go to toronto, i'm not sure if i'm still goin there or not...i mean i want to but i don't know if i'd rather go there and see chris or go home and see jawn for a week and a half...one of the only things thats stoppin me from goin there is the fact that he has school and so does sam,so i'd be at her place all by myself half the time and they prolly won't wanna go out when they have morning classes...i haven't decided yet but i do know i'm goin sumwhere for sure. and then i also have easter break so i could go to hali then too, even though i'd have to study for exams and stuff once i'm there...anyways so i guess i could say a little about my weekend, well most of its behind closed doors so i can't say too much lol...he got here on friday around 130, i went to the bus stop to get him then we just came back here. i introduced him to a bunch of ppl, it was pretty funny i just walked into the room and they're like "so this is the infamous jawn" lol...he didn't seem to know wut to think...so that nite we went to the liqour store and split on a quart of rum (which is normally a bad idea for us but it actually wasn't that bad..we didn't fight at all)anyways so we're just drinkin that, listenin to music and talkin to random ppl. we spent a lot of time in taryne's room with craigy and rachel. everybody seemed to get along really great. then we went home and locked the door and didn't leave again until yesterday afternoon to get food lol....we watched fight club which was a really fucked movie.i wanted to see it cuz my english prof is always goin on about it, all the time. so it was really good but i want to see it again so that i can get a better understanding of it.so we watched that and got into our rum again to finish it off. we went to visit nadine a friend from work and drank some at her place before goin to the cellar, which was a complete waste of time, we shoulda just stayed at nadine's longer. anyways so then we went home again. today we of course stayed in bed all morning then got up and went for food, came back here and stayed in bed until it was time for him to get up and pack to go home :( so that was pretty much the jist of my weekend. we got along realy well for the most part, excpet for today we got into a couple tiffs just cuz i think i was cranky with him, for no reason really i just didn't want him to leave and i was tired and all that stuff. so anyways now he's gone and i can't wait to go to halifax to see him again...i really wish there was a way for us to be together but with the distance and everything, it just doesn't work. nadine couldn't believe how we're not together since we got along so well and looked so happy together last nite at her place. i just know that if we're together again in the same place things will be different. or at least i hope so...well i guess i'll go now and get sum food, then maybe take a nap...not sure yet...
LATER DAYS!
LATER DAYS!