i love my life
yeah so like the last time i wrote in here i absolutely hated my life, and now there has been like the biggest turn around....okay well like these past couple of weeks have sucked ass...i was beefing with paul hardcore and we broke up and i had a nervous breakdown, me and my mom are beefing hardcore as well and at this moment i havent been home since monday, my car fucking BROKE DOWN AGAIN!!! this time for an entire week, because i kept getting jerked around by like everyone on the face of the earth and it sucked ass...i wasnt able to go to school cuz i had no car for an entire week and all this week ive been trying to play catch up and that has sucked...but yeah so ive been staying at Ryans all this week, cuz Ryan being the awesome cat that he is, got me a job at his company (power wiring & electrical response) GEE THANKS!!! hi 40 hours a week $$11.00 an hour, SCORE! yeah so its like 2 seconds away from Ryes house in lowell, and ive been beefing with ma duckes HARD, so ive just been staying down here, Ryan put the alternator in my car on monday so ive had transportation all week! (yay!!) and yeah im just generally happy....
everybody i work with here is so great...my boss larry is a perv., theres no dresscode, we all laugh an swear all day, its fucking great! I FUCKING LOVE MY JOB!!! they gave me a nextel...lol, just gave it to me, and all the electricians have one, and im like so i need a nextel because im going to be on call?? lol,, i love it...so yeah all i do is like sit around and joke around with my bosses, and answer phones, and put the electricians schedules together, yeah its definitely like the coolest fucking job ive ever had...i love it!
ah i just got up and went to the bathroom and its hot out and im all like sweaty and greasy and too bad my gay ass pores are all like 'hi! im going to clog biatch!' and i think im getting a zit right on my fucking forhead and if thats the case im going to be real, real mad, and douchebag ryan took my car and it had my butts in it and he would always be getting in my car and coming back to the office so i can smoke a butt, LOL I FUCKING LOVE HIM!!! well if anything he had to come back at 5 to get me anyways, so yeah he can just sit around and wait for me to get out....damn am i mean or what?? lol, whatever, i love him and he loves me
yeah so speaking of love, me and ryan are going to get married, well im just kidding, but like im practically living in lowell, and like i dont have a lot of clothes down there, only like 4 shirts and 3 pairs of jeans..hi no underwear and no socks, well i just went out and bought like $30 worth of underwear so im all set, but like rye gets out earlier than i do, so everyday when i come home theres been dinner made (lol), the house is cleaned (WOW), and my clothes have been washed....awwwwwwww i love him....were like 'domesticated' lol, its so funny, i call him my husband and he calls me his wife...im pretty sure paul would be really really mad at that...but COME ON!!!!!! ITS ME AND RYAN!!!! its just so funny that were like so comfortable together, it rocks, i love him!
and so speaking of my boyfriend, well there was like major chaos 2 weeks ago, yeah it definitely wasnt anything pretty and like i flipped the fuck out and was like "yeah paul would never ever be going back up there' yeah hi i totally lost my mind( that would always be the weekend that we broke up) and yeah it sucked, but yeah so hes been up there all week..after i stole him and kept him here for a week cuz yes i really was that bullshit....but yeah the proch is ready for ryan to go up and start doing the electrical work....
so yeah i was just going to to amesbury to hang out with tonight, and then shoot up to enfield from there, but now ryans coming with me so i think that beths coming down here for the night, and then me an rye will go to enfield from there...i feel real bad though cuz beths like flipping out...and now she just called me and like dans giving her sooooooo much shit and i feeeeeeeeeel so bad, awwwww my poor baby!!
so yeah only 15 mintues till i get to leave...ryan just came and brought me my ciggarettes...yay!! and now hes off to go fill my tank with the gas card...FREAKIN SWEET!!! awww and he got a hair cut today after work and he looks so cute...lol, wow i guess its kinda bad when like i dont have anything to write about better than like my life with ryan couture...LOL
everybody i work with here is so great...my boss larry is a perv., theres no dresscode, we all laugh an swear all day, its fucking great! I FUCKING LOVE MY JOB!!! they gave me a nextel...lol, just gave it to me, and all the electricians have one, and im like so i need a nextel because im going to be on call?? lol,, i love it...so yeah all i do is like sit around and joke around with my bosses, and answer phones, and put the electricians schedules together, yeah its definitely like the coolest fucking job ive ever had...i love it!
ah i just got up and went to the bathroom and its hot out and im all like sweaty and greasy and too bad my gay ass pores are all like 'hi! im going to clog biatch!' and i think im getting a zit right on my fucking forhead and if thats the case im going to be real, real mad, and douchebag ryan took my car and it had my butts in it and he would always be getting in my car and coming back to the office so i can smoke a butt, LOL I FUCKING LOVE HIM!!! well if anything he had to come back at 5 to get me anyways, so yeah he can just sit around and wait for me to get out....damn am i mean or what?? lol, whatever, i love him and he loves me
yeah so speaking of love, me and ryan are going to get married, well im just kidding, but like im practically living in lowell, and like i dont have a lot of clothes down there, only like 4 shirts and 3 pairs of jeans..hi no underwear and no socks, well i just went out and bought like $30 worth of underwear so im all set, but like rye gets out earlier than i do, so everyday when i come home theres been dinner made (lol), the house is cleaned (WOW), and my clothes have been washed....awwwwwwww i love him....were like 'domesticated' lol, its so funny, i call him my husband and he calls me his wife...im pretty sure paul would be really really mad at that...but COME ON!!!!!! ITS ME AND RYAN!!!! its just so funny that were like so comfortable together, it rocks, i love him!
and so speaking of my boyfriend, well there was like major chaos 2 weeks ago, yeah it definitely wasnt anything pretty and like i flipped the fuck out and was like "yeah paul would never ever be going back up there' yeah hi i totally lost my mind( that would always be the weekend that we broke up) and yeah it sucked, but yeah so hes been up there all week..after i stole him and kept him here for a week cuz yes i really was that bullshit....but yeah the proch is ready for ryan to go up and start doing the electrical work....
so yeah i was just going to to amesbury to hang out with tonight, and then shoot up to enfield from there, but now ryans coming with me so i think that beths coming down here for the night, and then me an rye will go to enfield from there...i feel real bad though cuz beths like flipping out...and now she just called me and like dans giving her sooooooo much shit and i feeeeeeeeeel so bad, awwwww my poor baby!!
so yeah only 15 mintues till i get to leave...ryan just came and brought me my ciggarettes...yay!! and now hes off to go fill my tank with the gas card...FREAKIN SWEET!!! awww and he got a hair cut today after work and he looks so cute...lol, wow i guess its kinda bad when like i dont have anything to write about better than like my life with ryan couture...LOL