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Haven't written for a while, again. Everything was going well...life was working out. And then I find out that my cousin who was very sick died. I did not know he was that sick because no one told me. I had so many chances that I could have saw him, and I didn't. He was a big part of my world. He was there all the time when I was growing up. He was there for all the occasions. Birthdays, x-mas, thanx-giving, my graduation, b-ball games. He has this spirit about him, that when you saw him walk in the room..you just felt good about yourself and about where you were..cause he was there. I miss him so much..and I regret the fact that through these last 3 years I didn't see him as much as I used to. And I never will again. Life is so precious. The services, and the last good bye might just be some of the hardest things I've ever had to do. But, at least I wasn't alone..I had my friends comfort, and anothers. My family is doing horrible. My grandmother is sick from all of it..so is my aunt..my mom..she cracked..she just sits and cries all the time..you;ll think shes ok..then 5mins later shes rocking herself back and forth. I just can't beileve it happened. It's so unreal..I look at the photos of us..and I remember the day, how I was feeling, and him..and I still hear his voice making a joke or something else. I still have all the cards and gifts he gave me over the years. I just don't get it. It didn't click. He was such a big part of my family..it's weird not seeing him at gatherings. Theres something missing now.
*RIP AUGGIE*
Loved by all, now and 4ever until we meet again. You will always be remembered for your kindness, your larger then life personality, and your loving/caring being.
*RIP AUGGIE*
Loved by all, now and 4ever until we meet again. You will always be remembered for your kindness, your larger then life personality, and your loving/caring being.