May 26, 2004 19:34
Im just about to kill somebody. I hate lies and I hate having fakeness in my life. Rawwwr i'm soo annoyed. But anyway..nope I didn't die I always come back here to complain every once in a while..hmm tomorrow is somebody's birthday shit what was her name again...ahh i know it starts with an R....hmmm oh yeah Roz! hahaha we should party down this weekend, my nigga :)...Fun times being loaded at dennys are awaiting us.
Wow, I realized that keeping the people that are completely trusted in my life is the only thing I can do to stay happy...its like when you think you can give yourself to someone fully..it backfires on you and you're left feeling completely stupid..ahh i'm so sick of that..its making me go crazy. But I read this thing today out of some AA meeting book (haha no im not an alcoholic, i just picked it up to read it)..and there was a quote that said "Being happy comes from wanting happiness..and you can really be happy if you want to"..and i really thought about it for a while and its so true..it made me completely happy just thinking about it. I guess little things like that happen for a reason...thank gawwd. But enough of my preaching haha i'll let you kids go..PeAce Out. :)<3