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wow I can't even describe what happened last night. SO many things will change from this point on..i hate myself for putting up with certain things for so long and I hate that things had to happen this way. I know i'm being vague, but i can't even let any of this out...except in my head. All I know is I just need to be a good FRIEND and get this person help even though i've been hurt in so many ways...if I didn't then I would end up feeling like the horrible person..so thats what i'm going to do...that way i'm protecting myself and helping at the same time. Hopefully my plan works.