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xxanti_narbxx

This Isn't Funny At All.

Jul 27, 2008 05:37

I hate my body so much. I'm not even kidding. It pisses me off to even look in the mirror. No one even knows I feel this way about myself. I've tried telling my friend how much I wish I could just lose weight and never put it back on. My friend acts like she thinks that I'm just kidding. The truth is, I'm not kiddng ( Read more... )

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commanderkari July 28 2008, 03:49:24 UTC

The main purpose of a journal is to get out your emotions.
I'd like to lie and say I know how you feel, but I don't, though I wish I could help.
And it's in my nature to try and give advice to help, but I wouldn't know how. D:

xxanti_narbxx July 28 2008, 05:05:23 UTC

It's okay that you can't help me feel better. I wasn't really looking for attention or help when I posted this. I just wanted to get this off of my chest.

yes, bb. A hug is great.

commanderkari July 28 2008, 05:19:01 UTC

I know, but whenever I post something to get something off my chest I know subconciously I want someone to notice. Just to know someone's listening, y'know?

Good, because I'm good at those. :]

xxanti_narbxx July 28 2008, 05:21:35 UTC

Yeah, Yeah. A sense of security that someone really does care or something. Just to make yourself feel somewhat better about the situation.

oooh. Your icon. I like it.

commanderkari July 28 2008, 05:24:06 UTC

Yeah. Reassurance that someone put forth the effort to try and make you feel better. Or atleast to understand you.

Thank you. :]
I screencapped it from some video I can't remember.

xxanti_narbxx July 28 2008, 05:25:30 UTC

Exactly. Just to let you know that someone is there.

You're mighty welcome.
Ryan looks so cute. I wanna hug him.

commanderkari July 28 2008, 05:28:38 UTC

Mhm. <3

Yeah~ I actually liked it when his hair was that long, with those silly handbands. He was adorable and his hair looked fluffy<3. His bangs should really not be allowed to be cut any shorter than eye level. Honestly.

xxanti_narbxx July 28 2008, 05:30:18 UTC

I liked it like that too. He looked so amazing. omg it did looks fluffy. Honestly. I agree.

commanderkari July 28 2008, 05:35:57 UTC

It almost, repeat, almost tops the ryhawk, only 'cause it looks like it'd be nice to run your fingers through. :]

xxanti_narbxx July 28 2008, 05:45:14 UTC

OMG. I miss the ryhawk. It was so amazing. I didn't like his hair that really long style. from back when he was a camera whore or whatever.

commanderkari July 28 2008, 06:06:53 UTC

Ohh, don't we all, bb, don't we all.

Ohh. Camera whore hair was bad. D:
That straight madness before was a no. [But DAMN was he cute in those hats<33]

xxanti_narbxx July 28 2008, 06:09:56 UTC

It was so bad. Those photos made him look gay. I'm convinced he isn't straight. He jsut cant be straight.
omg yes! those hats<3

commanderkari July 28 2008, 06:28:14 UTC

He has to be atleast bi or something.

coughlikePatrick?cough.
Whut, who said that?

commanderkari July 28 2008, 06:30:03 UTC

lol. I totally smushed your entire comment together to make it sound like you were saying that the hats made him look gay. wth. Whoops. XD

xxanti_narbxx July 28 2008, 06:31:55 UTC

haha, yeah. totally the hats make him gay... lol

commanderkari July 28 2008, 06:33:45 UTC

-shrug- Well. Anything that Ryan wears makes him look gay. >__> I mean...the scarves for one. The as-close-as-you-can-get-to-floral-withoutSREAMING-GAY-shirts. Y'know.

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