grrr...
first of all yes i know a lot of what i do on here is bitch but oh well if it bothers you dont read it.... i really hate people lately i am begining to lose faith in them if i havent already everyone new i meet turns out to be a douche bag i am really really sick of it i am begin to hate all people that i dont know which is not a good thing and not me things and event are driving me to it i am having the hardest time trying to stay afloat i i feel like i am sinking like i am dead weight... i just dont know what to do... nothing seems to work any more... with making me feel better music isnt doing it tattoos arent helping i dont think piercing will either i am running out of options i have a vacation coming up but i am gonna have to be running in for school so i am not sure if that will even help that much... and i cant even listen to as i lay dying anymore it just pisses me off and puts me in a bad mood..................