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i am begining to think that i need to go back to being skeptical of everything it seems like everytime i decide to let someone in they ransack the place.... it is getting old if it happens again i think i might just block up and stop letting people get to know me all together... that would just be really bad thats not me i like to try to see the good in people and believe that people are all generally good somewhere inside but past experiences tell me differently...
i miss old friends and hanging out with kathy kyle mike brandi and all of them... i need to hang with them really soon...
work is pretty gay right now... our department head transfered stores so now we do not have one and they have given us no notice on who it will be or when we will have one i hope they do not expect me to just do it all cuz that is not gonna happen screw that shit that would be like me assuming the possition and not getting paid for it which is rediculous and i wont let happen i am not very happy with depot right now they are gay and i am really getting sick of it maybe it is just with everything that is happening right now i cant handle it ... i dunno a lot of bs has gone down lately reguarding my mom my dad my sister and my heart so i dunno i think it is all just getting to me and i dont kow what to do or how to handle it... i am very thankfull right now for friends like shannon dana and katie (and of course my sisters and my mom) for being there for me and listening to my bs and my problems they are wonderfull ad have really helped me get thru everything and i love you all :D
i got a new tattoo this weekend!!! well it is kinda two one on each hip they are fucking gorgeous i love them he did a great/amazing job i am very happy with them
THANK YOU HELLFIRE!! YOU RULE!!!
he said if they heel well that he will take me to a convention with him in march that would be so cool he also said he wants to have a few more pieces on me before then too which is cool because i have a lot of plans for new shit i am pretty fucking geeked!!!
i miss old friends and hanging out with kathy kyle mike brandi and all of them... i need to hang with them really soon...
work is pretty gay right now... our department head transfered stores so now we do not have one and they have given us no notice on who it will be or when we will have one i hope they do not expect me to just do it all cuz that is not gonna happen screw that shit that would be like me assuming the possition and not getting paid for it which is rediculous and i wont let happen i am not very happy with depot right now they are gay and i am really getting sick of it maybe it is just with everything that is happening right now i cant handle it ... i dunno a lot of bs has gone down lately reguarding my mom my dad my sister and my heart so i dunno i think it is all just getting to me and i dont kow what to do or how to handle it... i am very thankfull right now for friends like shannon dana and katie (and of course my sisters and my mom) for being there for me and listening to my bs and my problems they are wonderfull ad have really helped me get thru everything and i love you all :D
i got a new tattoo this weekend!!! well it is kinda two one on each hip they are fucking gorgeous i love them he did a great/amazing job i am very happy with them
THANK YOU HELLFIRE!! YOU RULE!!!
he said if they heel well that he will take me to a convention with him in march that would be so cool he also said he wants to have a few more pieces on me before then too which is cool because i have a lot of plans for new shit i am pretty fucking geeked!!!