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well where to start , im home and hating it..i miss new york sooo much..alls it is , is drama latly
i went and got my nails , toenails and eyebrows done tonight! im hott! lol
i hung out with him tonight..i cant even begin to explain , the thoughts and feelings rushing thro my head....i want him so0o bad and its like he doesnt even notice , or seem to care..and its the little things that get me..(he was wearing the shirt that i stole from davids car and finnaly gave it back when he was at my house , the songs he was playing , the jokes ) omg!! i cant take it .. why cant he just like me? when i found out that horrible news of cple of days ago , i was totally bummed and then tonight happend n its just like oh shyt..i like him again , and all the memories from winter break and all that came back..im so upset.this really sucks..i want to be with him , i dont want to be just friends..omg!! this sucks!!!!!!!
i went and got my nails , toenails and eyebrows done tonight! im hott! lol
i hung out with him tonight..i cant even begin to explain , the thoughts and feelings rushing thro my head....i want him so0o bad and its like he doesnt even notice , or seem to care..and its the little things that get me..(he was wearing the shirt that i stole from davids car and finnaly gave it back when he was at my house , the songs he was playing , the jokes ) omg!! i cant take it .. why cant he just like me? when i found out that horrible news of cple of days ago , i was totally bummed and then tonight happend n its just like oh shyt..i like him again , and all the memories from winter break and all that came back..im so upset.this really sucks..i want to be with him , i dont want to be just friends..omg!! this sucks!!!!!!!