sitttingggg<3
don't get me wrong...i like being busy but right now my body is having some issues physically taking it. my body itself is exhausted. after bid day (which was basically a 24 hour shit show) it's not like i got a break to just rest...i had shit to do and i did it. im physically tired. i have the mentality to just go and get things done but it's like my body won't let me. i need some rest. even more so, it's that time of year again. the time of year when i become extremely bummed out. it's the time of year when bad memories come back. this week is always going to be a permanent stain in my life but it's something i'm just going to have to deal with. i'm just so drained right now. emotionally and physically. i know i signed up to do all these things and i shouldn't complain but im just so extremely tired of everything. oh and i think it's really shitty how certain people are giving me a bad attitude lately. like i try to be this nice person that they can always turn to and the only thing i get in return is a bad attitude. seriously...that's lame.