I want to swim away but don't know how
Well today was my last day off for awhile. I hate my job I really do...I don't feel good my body and stuff after surgery and it is starting to catch up with me. The working and the moving and just everything else going on in my life. I am exhausted mentally and physically. Jake is right I do have liquid speed in my veins and I feel dried up today... My boss is a complete waste of space and messed up my check and disability stuff while I was away. I am in training now because I got promoted and I am in between bosses and its just irrating. I would not have even gone back to work so soon if it was not for that promotion. All I do is sleep in training class because I am tired from the meds and stuff and I am going to be screwed when I have to take my test because I don't think I have absorbed anything. My schedule at work got screwed up again and working noon to nines is just not going to fly much longer. I am not doing myself any good at all. I just need a long bubble bath with lots and lots of bubbles.
I did get some laundry done today it was piling up like a mad beast from going to dallas. I did some light cleaning as well but my chest start hurting so I lied still for awhile and watched a movie. Notre Dame won HUGE yesterday...God I love them so much...They kicked the crap out of Air Force.
The Chargers also won today as well which was great...Not by much but a win is a win...I really want my body to heal faster so I can go be active again. I want to ride my bike and go play hockey...bah soon enough I suppose I just have no patience what so ever.
I took my shot today and it was the first time it ever did anything out of the ordinary. Blood just kept pouring out of the needle mark which I thought was bizarre I must have hit a vein or something. My thigh throbs like a bitch now...I suppose that was bound to happen sooner or later
I suppose I am going to get off of here and go watch Nancy Grace...I find myself enamored with her show...She is mean and fantastic and I love it.
I did get some laundry done today it was piling up like a mad beast from going to dallas. I did some light cleaning as well but my chest start hurting so I lied still for awhile and watched a movie. Notre Dame won HUGE yesterday...God I love them so much...They kicked the crap out of Air Force.
The Chargers also won today as well which was great...Not by much but a win is a win...I really want my body to heal faster so I can go be active again. I want to ride my bike and go play hockey...bah soon enough I suppose I just have no patience what so ever.
I took my shot today and it was the first time it ever did anything out of the ordinary. Blood just kept pouring out of the needle mark which I thought was bizarre I must have hit a vein or something. My thigh throbs like a bitch now...I suppose that was bound to happen sooner or later
I suppose I am going to get off of here and go watch Nancy Grace...I find myself enamored with her show...She is mean and fantastic and I love it.