i love him..
so my decision or choice or whatever you want to call it.. conclusion... IS, Rye, i know that sam's unhappy about it, because thats ya kno, expected... but i cant help the way i feel about him, i love him and i always have, and its everything about him that makes me love him, his smile, the way he smells, his words, his personality,the fact that we can do the most boring things but yet still have a good time because we are with eachother (cough-riding the subway-cough LOL)he gives me butterflies even when he says simple things like hello, or whats up? to me, its.. really just e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g, i remember i use to fall asleep at night and think "okay so...am i going to talk or see him tomorrow?.... hopefully.." and on days where i didnt it totally sucked, but im not going to have to wonder that anymore because he will be there when i wake up, or i will get to talk to him that day and its a feeling that im still trying to get use to because instead of a thought, its a fact now, which is sooo much better..i know this came as a surprise to everyone, but im not thinking of everyone.. because if you cant face the fact that yes i had to do some things to make me happy, even tho it made someone else not... then your not worth my time because think of you, and if u were in a situation similer to the one i was in..what would you do?..really think about it.. i also with that there was something to say to make sam feel better, but then i know the only thing would be is to make myself be put back in the situation i have been in the past few months. so therefor, me and ryan are going to try it again. i know, that everything will work this time tho, i trust him with my heart and im not scared this time, or keep on fighting for what i want. really im not anymore. well annywho.. its like late...and so yeah.. just copied some song lyrics of songs i was listning to... here lookit..ill show ya! :P
"Fall to Pieces" - Avril Lavigne
I looked away
then I looked back at you,
You tried to say
the things that you can't undo,
If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.
Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you.
You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you.
Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.
Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything... Everything.
I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And i don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it.
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
And I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you... I'm in love with you, 'cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you... I'm in love with you.
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"Feel It" - Jackalope
Is that you doing that to me
With your stare
I feel the temperature start to rise
And I
Really take it from there
I start to press my skin to you
I'm craving it
I'm feeling you
Will you relieve me fast
Feast your eyes on my display
Take control
Fall over me
Cover me in ecstasy
Let me ride to heaven
Let me feel the swelling
Oh let me concentrate
I can feel it
When I taste
Like the wind
I breathe
Crawling inside of me baby
Oh oh oh
Now's the time for you to let go of
All your inhibitions
We can do this one more time
With a little
Tease and conversation
Watch the way my body moves
Feel the rhythm melting you
Mmm this is how it should be
Crawl over you
I'll dominate
Your destiny
I'll be your faith
I will be your fantasy
Let me ride to heaven
Let me feel the swelling
Oh let me concentrate
I can feel it
When I taste
Like the wind
I breathe
Crawling inside of me oh baby
Oh oh oh
I can feel it
When I taste
Like the wind
I breathe
Crawling inside of me baby
Oh oh oh
If I've fallen in love with the soul
If I've fallen in love with myself
I'll take it all in one time
I can feel it
When I taste
Like the wind
I breathe
Crawling inside of me baby
Oh
I can feel it
When I taste
Like the wind
I breathe
Crawling inside of me baby
Oh oh oh
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"Trippin'" - Toni Braxton
Ain't nobody ever prove their love when
Things were all good
And two people are smiling
Love is found way down in the trenches
When he's throwin a fit
And she is sittin there crying
We tear it up
To patch it up
Break up
To make up
The show goes round and round
And that how we get down
We go back and forth
And anyone who goes through this should know
That what i am saying is for real
Real love is meant this way
We say things that we don't mean
And that's the way love works out sometimes
He's trippin
She's trippin
And we both be trippin and
That's the way love works out sometimes
Cause when it's on it's on
And your no longer stressin'
And life teaches a lesson
That love is still a blessin
Cause when it's all said and done
Were back at square one
And that's the way love works out sometimes
What you know about screamin' yellin' cuzin' pushin' ruling and arguing
Like it's 12 rounds up inside the garden
I say where the hell you going
And you say I'm getting up out of here
And I say you ain't going no where
Then I follow you down the stairs,
Get in front of you and then I scream
Sounds like I'm fussing
Though you're still the one
And the truth is this is really love
And ooooh yeah
When I feel like going off
I know this show is up
And you know...
We say things that we don't mean
And that's the way love works out sometimes
He's trippin
She's trippin
And we both be trippin and
That's the way love works out sometimes
Cause when it's on it's on
And your no longer stressin'
And life teaches a lesson
That love is still a blessin
Cause when it's all said and done
Were back at square one
And that's the way love works out sometimes
You wont believe it until you see it
How much you need somebody
(need somebody)
And you'll never know how far you'll go
When you love somebody
(love somebody)
Ooohooh
Sometime we say the craziest things!
We say things that we don't mean
And that's the way love works out sometimes
He's trippin
She's trippin
And we both be trippin and
That's the way love works out sometimes
Cause when it's on it's on
And your no longer stressin'
And life teaches a lesson
That love is still a blessin
Cause when it's all said and done
Were back at square one
And that's the way love works out sometimes
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“STARS - SWITCHFOOT”
Maybe I've been the problem
Maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself
The outcome feels the same
I've been thinking maybe I've been partly cloudy
Maybe I'm the chance of rain
And maybe I'm overcast
And maybe all my luck's washed down the drain
I've been thinking 'bout everyone,
Everyone you looks so lonely
But when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I see someone else
When I look at the stars
The stars, I feel like myself
Stars looking at a planet
Watching entropy and pain
And maybe to start to wonder
How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane
I've been thinking 'bout the meaning of resistance
Of a hope beyond my own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent
Begin to look like home
I've been thinking about everyone
Everyone you looks so empty
But when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I see someone else
When I look at the stars
The stars, I feel like myself.
Yeah!
Everyone, Everyone feels so lonely
Everyone, yeah everyone feels so empty
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I feel like myself
When I look at the stars
The stars, I see someone...
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And so... thats all for now... (stay tuned for next weeks episode of "Days of Berry Town" -crystal has to work on Valentines day, and shes going to end up throwing those cinimon hears at everyone who dosent say happy valentines day to her-) LMAO Dee. My Sleepies. Goodnite. =)
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"Fall to Pieces" - Avril Lavigne
I looked away
then I looked back at you,
You tried to say
the things that you can't undo,
If I had my way
I'd never get over you,
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through.
Make it through the fall,
Make it through it all.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you.
You're the only one
I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
you bring me back again.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you.
Wanna know who you are,
Wanna know where to start,
I wanna know what this means.
Wanna know how you feel,
Wanna know what is real.
I wanna know everything... Everything.
I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it
And i don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
I don't wanna talk about it.
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just wanna sit and stare at you.
I don't wanna talk about it.
And I don't want a conversation
I just wanna cry in front of you.
And I don't wanna talk about it
'cause I'm in love with you... I'm in love with you, 'cause I'm in love with you.
I'm in love with you... I'm in love with you.
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"Feel It" - Jackalope
Is that you doing that to me
With your stare
I feel the temperature start to rise
And I
Really take it from there
I start to press my skin to you
I'm craving it
I'm feeling you
Will you relieve me fast
Feast your eyes on my display
Take control
Fall over me
Cover me in ecstasy
Let me ride to heaven
Let me feel the swelling
Oh let me concentrate
I can feel it
When I taste
Like the wind
I breathe
Crawling inside of me baby
Oh oh oh
Now's the time for you to let go of
All your inhibitions
We can do this one more time
With a little
Tease and conversation
Watch the way my body moves
Feel the rhythm melting you
Mmm this is how it should be
Crawl over you
I'll dominate
Your destiny
I'll be your faith
I will be your fantasy
Let me ride to heaven
Let me feel the swelling
Oh let me concentrate
I can feel it
When I taste
Like the wind
I breathe
Crawling inside of me oh baby
Oh oh oh
I can feel it
When I taste
Like the wind
I breathe
Crawling inside of me baby
Oh oh oh
If I've fallen in love with the soul
If I've fallen in love with myself
I'll take it all in one time
I can feel it
When I taste
Like the wind
I breathe
Crawling inside of me baby
Oh
I can feel it
When I taste
Like the wind
I breathe
Crawling inside of me baby
Oh oh oh
-----------------------------------------------------
"Trippin'" - Toni Braxton
Ain't nobody ever prove their love when
Things were all good
And two people are smiling
Love is found way down in the trenches
When he's throwin a fit
And she is sittin there crying
We tear it up
To patch it up
Break up
To make up
The show goes round and round
And that how we get down
We go back and forth
And anyone who goes through this should know
That what i am saying is for real
Real love is meant this way
We say things that we don't mean
And that's the way love works out sometimes
He's trippin
She's trippin
And we both be trippin and
That's the way love works out sometimes
Cause when it's on it's on
And your no longer stressin'
And life teaches a lesson
That love is still a blessin
Cause when it's all said and done
Were back at square one
And that's the way love works out sometimes
What you know about screamin' yellin' cuzin' pushin' ruling and arguing
Like it's 12 rounds up inside the garden
I say where the hell you going
And you say I'm getting up out of here
And I say you ain't going no where
Then I follow you down the stairs,
Get in front of you and then I scream
Sounds like I'm fussing
Though you're still the one
And the truth is this is really love
And ooooh yeah
When I feel like going off
I know this show is up
And you know...
We say things that we don't mean
And that's the way love works out sometimes
He's trippin
She's trippin
And we both be trippin and
That's the way love works out sometimes
Cause when it's on it's on
And your no longer stressin'
And life teaches a lesson
That love is still a blessin
Cause when it's all said and done
Were back at square one
And that's the way love works out sometimes
You wont believe it until you see it
How much you need somebody
(need somebody)
And you'll never know how far you'll go
When you love somebody
(love somebody)
Ooohooh
Sometime we say the craziest things!
We say things that we don't mean
And that's the way love works out sometimes
He's trippin
She's trippin
And we both be trippin and
That's the way love works out sometimes
Cause when it's on it's on
And your no longer stressin'
And life teaches a lesson
That love is still a blessin
Cause when it's all said and done
Were back at square one
And that's the way love works out sometimes
--------------------------------------------------------------
“STARS - SWITCHFOOT”
Maybe I've been the problem
Maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself
The outcome feels the same
I've been thinking maybe I've been partly cloudy
Maybe I'm the chance of rain
And maybe I'm overcast
And maybe all my luck's washed down the drain
I've been thinking 'bout everyone,
Everyone you looks so lonely
But when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I see someone else
When I look at the stars
The stars, I feel like myself
Stars looking at a planet
Watching entropy and pain
And maybe to start to wonder
How the chaos in our lives could pass as sane
I've been thinking 'bout the meaning of resistance
Of a hope beyond my own
And suddenly the infinite and penitent
Begin to look like home
I've been thinking about everyone
Everyone you looks so empty
But when I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I see someone else
When I look at the stars
The stars, I feel like myself.
Yeah!
Everyone, Everyone feels so lonely
Everyone, yeah everyone feels so empty
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars
When I look at the stars, I feel like myself
When I look at the stars
The stars, I see someone...
-------------------------------------------------------
And so... thats all for now... (stay tuned for next weeks episode of "Days of Berry Town" -crystal has to work on Valentines day, and shes going to end up throwing those cinimon hears at everyone who dosent say happy valentines day to her-) LMAO Dee. My Sleepies. Goodnite. =)
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