i feel alot better...
ok so i talked to sam.. and as much as i cried cos i feel so bad... he understands i have feelings for ryan ...and even tho im not going to malton for a while were still gonna talk.. he said that whatever i decide to do, whoever i am with hes going to be here for me... it'll be hard ... but we will still be friends and he wont hate me....i was just worried that he wouldnt want to see me, i made him promise me that when i go back to malton and when i see him hes not going to ignore me... so i feel alot better...still kinda..feelin bad for his sake... but he said for me to do what will make me happy and i was so glad to hear that.. but k i gotta get some sleep tonite.... ttyl... ciao
Chiquetta
Chiquetta