I Really Don't Care Anymore
Well today just really fucking sucks just because I really can't see Rebecca. Well she's pissed off at me because I want to spend time with her like almost everyday and I know that I can't but for some reason I want to. I haven't really seen her that much just because of her working and going to school but hell, that's life, right? But anyways I still don't have a job yet because my last job screwed me over because they thought that I really wasn't sick when I was which probably anyone could admitt to that. I wasn't really up for working at all for like a week. I thought I was going to die. But hell, that was last week. Now I have no job because of them right now which I'm really kinda pissed off. But what can you do? Now I'm looking for a job and no one will call me back or talk to me when I call them. Kinda ironic don't you think? So I don't know what to do. I'm thinking of actually starting a band up because I got music written and poems that need to be used and all I need is an actuall band behind me. Then I'll be set. But anyways I really don't know why I got pissed off at Rebecca. I thought I was losing my mind and I really regret yelling at her just because she got homework to do and go to school. And on top of all that she is trying to handle our relationship. Hell, I give her a shit load of credit for doing everything all at once. So I guess I really shouldn't be mad at her. I lover her a lot.
But now I'm really bored because I'm at the library and just messing around on the computer and just messing around in general. So hopefully I can see her tomorrow; I hope. If I don't, her mom is really going to pay. Really pay.. But anyways I put a new poem on deviantart and it's called "Fallout Depression". I'm going to put my poems onto myspace.com just because bands that are on my friends list can tell me if I have any talent. I don't think I do but people tell me that I do. So that's only one way to find out I guess. So I guess I'll post something eventually in the near future. So later.
---Larry
But now I'm really bored because I'm at the library and just messing around on the computer and just messing around in general. So hopefully I can see her tomorrow; I hope. If I don't, her mom is really going to pay. Really pay.. But anyways I put a new poem on deviantart and it's called "Fallout Depression". I'm going to put my poems onto myspace.com just because bands that are on my friends list can tell me if I have any talent. I don't think I do but people tell me that I do. So that's only one way to find out I guess. So I guess I'll post something eventually in the near future. So later.
---Larry