thought it would never come to this.,

Nov 04, 2005 16:20

i seriously think i'm crazy
i get soo mean some times and
all i want to do is fight.
and not just any old fight, i mean
i want to beat someone to a pulp.
the only way i can get satisfaction
when i'm in one of these moods, is to
seee someone else's blood dripping from my
shoes, or my hands. knowing i am strong
enough, it's the only way i actually
beleve myself.

and i'm feeling so angery and so pissed off
right now, that i want to really seriously
go pick a fight with someone right now.
and i'm worried about myself, cause i know
if someone starts shit with me today, no matter
where they are, who they are, what color they are
WHAT SIZE THE ARE, i'm going to go -- until i reach
my destination.

i had plans today, but like i guessed,
there cancled. atleast for right now i'm pretty
sure they are, it's already 430 and the only
phone calls i've recieved are from my mother
mitchel and sarah. i was supposed to hang out
with jess & emily and mitch tonight and
i just seen jess's away messege some thing about
out with everyone.. so i'm guessing we aren't hanging
out tonight.. which is okay, i know she's still my friend
i'm not going to get the way i used to get. it just
upset's me alittle bit.. but whatever

i'm pissed off at danielle for saying
that i'm the one who started everything
between lisa & brad.. umm i don't even
TALK TO THEM! wtf .. i'm soo pissed off
i wanna fucking kill danielle right now
i wanna seriously fucking kick her ass..
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ;ldkf;las'kdf;'lkasd;fkjlsadl;kj;sa'dlkf;'lsakdf

i've noticed so many FAKE ASS PEOPLE!
i hate the way that these stupid little bitches
CRAVE ATTENTION, and act like other's to get it
they act like the people they admire, or are jelous of
they think that the only opinions needed, are the opinions
of the ones there POSING off of. and they will hurt anyone
in there way to BE LIKED BY CERTAIN PEOPLE!.. it's annoying
it's fucking useless and it's fucking gay. and if you think
this is about you, then guess what, YOU"RE FUCKING GAY TOO!

i can't take it any more, i'm feeling my stomach turning
i hate people. and chances are if you're feeling the same way
it's proboly either you, or someone you know.. that's making
you & ALOT OF PEOPLE feel this way..

im going to fucking VOMIT. good bye
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