May 20, 2005 20:20
wow its been a while...
so tomorrow is my birthday
i turn the big 1-7. its not really a big deal. i just see birthdays as ploys for getting attention and handed gifts. mehh thats fine with me!
its supposed to thunderstorm like 4 days straight this week. im really excited about that. i love thunderstorms and its been so long since ive seen a good one
last quater in school went suprisingly well. my grades improved a great amount. i just wish i could say that for this quater. every subject but 2 im in danger of failing and really scared i wont be able to pull my grades up by the end of the year.
ive been looking for colleges. so far ive found mercyhurst, edinboro, slippery rock, strausburg, and a few other. i dunno theres no affordable colleges that have the classes i want to take i.e. creative writing etc. either that or their out of state and i cant go out of state due to the fact im damn ass poor.
oh well
i got my license about a month ago and so far driving has gone pretty well. maggie and her family gave me a $20 gas card as a gift which was incredibly sweet. i used it and only filled a little more than half my tank. SWEET! ugh gas is gonna be up to $3 this summer and i still have no job to pay for it. which brings me to my next subject
ive applied everywhere and nowhere will take me. either you have to be 18, or i submit my application and never get a call. DAMMIT! i just want a job so i can have some money so i dont have to mooch off my friends and my mother who all have barely any to begin with
this is a really boring entry.
i dunno whats happened with this i used to update religiously but not any more. ehh watchya gonna do
well i have to go kate is picking me up and im staying at her house tonight
happy birthday to me tomorrow
smell ya later