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[xwont_let_gox]

i dont get people. im a firm believer in karma and that everyone should get wats coming to them. i dont however believe in people getting things that they dont deserve. im not a bad person. yea i do alot of mean shit but im not intentionally out to get any innocent person. i take care of all my friends and i try and help them. but when someone turns their back on me i have the right to stand up for myself. that doesnt make me a bad person. i have the freedom to speak my mind and apparently some cant take it. and when they cant take it they decide they wanna have the "fuck you" attitude. well i say.. right back at you. i bend over backwards for some people. even when i have a horrible day i sit and listen to them bitch and complain and try to make them feel better when i myself feel like shit. im no god damn saint but i do wat any friend should do. and when that is thrown in my face.. the shit hits the fan. its like theyre saying "hey thanks for your help but ive gotten all i wanted out of you so piss off" they use me basically. awesome.
oh btw, there is no right and wrong way to use livejournal. some people use it to express how they are feeling, some people use it as a joke, some people use it to talk about their day. nobody's preferrence is wrong so im sick of hearing everyone talk about how people "misuse" LJ. its their journal let them write wat they want. if they wanna bitch let them bitch, if they wanna joke let them joke, if they wanna write poetry them let them write it, if they wanna talk about their day then let them! if you dont like what someone has to write then dont read it... simple as that.

ok im done