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[xwont_let_gox]

I’m tired
I fall into the sedated state of mind
It’s underrated
The beauty flows around me like a billowing mushroom cloud from an explosion within
The browns the golds the reds the whites
The blues the purples the yellows in sight
Pass by me in a hazy rain
Surrounded in black an white, my god its so plain
My gray world
The only place I’ve been
I can see you through the glass
Looking right in
I pound and I scratch
Crying from the inside
But nothing budges, nothing shatters
Except the tears from my eyes
The slurred speeches
The people like leeches
Suck the life from every inch of me
Torn from limb to limb
I hear words still uttered about my existence
I’m pathetic
I cannot stand on my own
The muffled voice turns into a whisper as I scream
Blow away from my once beautiful dream
I awake to a voice with a familiar frame
I open my eyes and I am sane