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most of what i know or perceive in my life seems like a lie.
i hardly see any of my friends.
i wear my heart on my sleeve.
i used to lie, now i don't, and nothing's changed.
i'm 22 and i feel 40.
i just feel like that's how it'll always be.
i'll be who i am.
the guy who whenever someone else needs him, he's there.
always there in some way for other people.
but who's there for him.
few. very few.
i'd wish all of you the best, but i don't care.
i've cared for 22 years and this is where it's gotten me.
the less you care, the less you get hurt.
the more you expect the worst, the less you're surprised when the worst happens.
i give up.
ok?
i'm doing half of this to myself by not letting go.
what a sad state for someone to be in huh.
that's how i am.
always have been.
take it or leave it.
but i dont have to say that anymore.
you've already left.
i hardly see any of my friends.
i wear my heart on my sleeve.
i used to lie, now i don't, and nothing's changed.
i'm 22 and i feel 40.
i just feel like that's how it'll always be.
i'll be who i am.
the guy who whenever someone else needs him, he's there.
always there in some way for other people.
but who's there for him.
few. very few.
i'd wish all of you the best, but i don't care.
i've cared for 22 years and this is where it's gotten me.
the less you care, the less you get hurt.
the more you expect the worst, the less you're surprised when the worst happens.
i give up.
ok?
i'm doing half of this to myself by not letting go.
what a sad state for someone to be in huh.
that's how i am.
always have been.
take it or leave it.
but i dont have to say that anymore.
you've already left.