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r.i.p. monroe.
it was killing me today.
i took it out around lunch time.
i'd say i miss it, but it was a pain in the ass for the most part.
i sleep so well here in the pittsburgh apartment.
like... at home, i wake up a lot.
actually, i just can't fall asleep. my mind never wants to quit.
but here... i dont know what it is.
i wake up at like 2am, and im like yesss, 4 more hours of sleep.
surprisingly, this fishing line-cut of the circulation thing that rob at buddha's told me about is actually working, and not too painful. not as painful as i assume scalpelling would be.
i can't wait to go bigger.
1 1/4" just wont be enough.
it's been a long year.
i remember xmas 04.
i remember february 05.
i remember when it all meant something.
ugh.
it was killing me today.
i took it out around lunch time.
i'd say i miss it, but it was a pain in the ass for the most part.
i sleep so well here in the pittsburgh apartment.
like... at home, i wake up a lot.
actually, i just can't fall asleep. my mind never wants to quit.
but here... i dont know what it is.
i wake up at like 2am, and im like yesss, 4 more hours of sleep.
surprisingly, this fishing line-cut of the circulation thing that rob at buddha's told me about is actually working, and not too painful. not as painful as i assume scalpelling would be.
i can't wait to go bigger.
1 1/4" just wont be enough.
it's been a long year.
i remember xmas 04.
i remember february 05.
i remember when it all meant something.
ugh.