Title:those green shoes (6/?)
Author:
xwbsmyhbxRating:pg13
Pairing:ryden
POV:third
Summary: brendon urie attends LVMIAC. ryans the new kid. they both enjoy
GSA. things evolve from there.
Disclaimer: wish i owned them. own the plot
Author Notes: i know i promised petrick. sorry ash ruined it.
Brendon woke up the next morning in the same place he had fallen asleep...
In his own bed.
He really did want to make a night of it with Ryan. It wasn't him who cared about the scars, it was all up to Ryan.
Things began slowly. Brendon laid him back down on the bed. He gently kissed Ryan's neck, lips and cheeks all over. It felt so right. Both of them began inching off clothes second by second. But then Brendon started to get into it. He couldn't help himself. He hungered for his touch. Hunger became so deep that Brendon pushed a bit too hard.
Ryan groaned. But not in the good way.
"I'm so sorry," Brendon inched off him.
"It's ok. I thought I was ready for this I guess I'm not," Ryan sat up.
Brendon frowned.
"No! No... I mean I'm not ready for you know... that. I just the wounds still hurt."
"I understand. So what do you want to do?" Brendon asked.
"Uh..."
Truthfully Ryan wanted to say you. But he had just rejected that possibility. Why was he so stupid? Who gave a shit about pain? Loving was so much better.
"Maybe you should go... home?" Ryan hugged him. "I'm sorry."
"It's okay Ry. Remember it's only been a day," Brendon joked.
But both of them knew it had been more than a day. It had been a lifetime.
So with this memory fully burned into his skull Brendon got up and changed as quickly as he could back into his school uniform. He decided to try to look less unkempt, maybe it would impress Ryan.
When he was completely finished messing himself up, he looked at the clock.
6:30 am? Seriously?
I guess that meant he'd be able to have cereal and some of Twilight for the fifth time before his train arrived with his true... like.
Right now he couldn't call Ryan his true love. They knew each other for a day. Now Edward Cullen, he could call that his true love. What? He's so damn sexy.
Bren got out Fruit Loops and ate all of them and even slurped the milk. He didn't expect his parents to be around. They usually stayed downtown at the loft during the week to avoid traffic. They were minor workaholics.
Or major. Yeah, major.
He only got out of his house 10 minutes early not accounting for the time he had to recheck his hair. Which proved pointless because it turned out to be pouring outside.
Which he didn't realize until after he'd locked his keys inside his house.
What could he say? He was crazy in... like.
Brendon ran through the rain soaking wet by the time he arrived at the train. He ran through the doors and immediately saw Ryan listening to an ancient green iPod mini and wore the same green shoes and a blue zip up hoodie.
"Well don't you look scrumptious," Ryan smiled and he meant it too. In that tattered way that from his point of view he couldn't pull off.
"Shut up I look like shit. And I'm wet as hell," Brendon wiped his eye and eyeliner smeared, "Shit."
"Aw Bren is that for me?" Ryan took his thumb and wiped it off.
"I tried," Brendon smiled sheepishly.
"You succeeded," Ryan kissed his cheek without a thought. "Oh I'm..."
"Don't be... please don't be," Brendon kissed his lips.
There was no tongue. Neither of them necessarily liked or disliked PDA. They just didn't want to be disgusting.
When they got off the train it was still pouring. Ryan held him close as they trudged through the storm.
"You wanna know what my ultimate fantasy is?" Ryan said.
"Kissing in the rain."
"Oh, really?" Brendon smiled.
"Kissing you in the rain to be more specific," Ryan grinned.
"Well, baby, I'm Brendon Urie, I can make these things happen," Brendon put his arms around Ryan's neck.
"Oh really?"
Brendon at first kissed him fully in the rain, dead on. Not wanting Ryan to catch a cold, though, Brendon pulled him to under some sort of bridge and kissed him into the wall. It was the greatest kiss ever imaginable. There was rampant tongue but not so much to be disgusting. It made "The Notebook" kiss seem like child's play.
And it was so great they decided to miss first period.
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i dont know if i like this chapter
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