Title:those green shoes (5/?)
Author:
xwbsmyhbxRating:pg13
Pairing:ryden
POV:third
Summary: brendon urie attends LVMIAC. ryans the new kid. they both enjoy
GSA. things evolve from there.
Disclaimer: wish i owned them. own the plot
Author Notes: BANNER?
Both of them knew what they wanted to do. But they had to ease into this. They were both new to this...
"You wanna go to my room?" Ryan questioned.
Or you know not.
"Yes," Brendon ran up the stairs after Ryan.
Ryan opened the door and turned around. Brendon attacked him with his lips.
"Well aren't we eager," Ryan murmured.
"Agh shut up," Brendon joked.
"I don't know should i punish you?" Ryan pulled him on top of him on the bed.
It's weird how quickly they were falling for one another. Then again neither of them knew exactly what falling was.
Brendon felt Ryan's mouth open and Brendon immediately inserted his tongue. The taste of his mouth was like nothing he had ever tasted before. Like chocolate only so much better. Ryan thought that Brendon's mouth tasted like peppermint.
Mmm. Chocolate with peppermint, good combination.
Though they were both new to this they new the basic principle. It's at this point after an hour of making out that Brendon gets his second erection of the day and he made an effort to pull off Ryan's shirt.
Ryan refused.
Brendon gets off him and lays down next to him covering his face with his hands.
"No Brenny Babe. It's not you. I can't let you see me under there. I don't want you have to feel... bad," Tears form in Ryan's eyes.
"What is it? I mean you know everything about me. We might as well know everything about eachother," Brendon put his hand on Ryan's cheek.
"Anything but this?" Ryan begged.
"Ryro..."
"Ryro?"
"Yeah I like it."
"Me too."
"Ok now please?"
Ryan couldn't believe he was actually doing this.
He pulled off his shirt.
All over him was scars and bruises.
"Oh. Ry..." Brendon began to cry.
"I didn't tell you my whole story. Back in Oregon they aren't very accepting of... our type. This one scar is from my first crush Kevin, who cut me with his dad's razor when he found out about my crush. I thought that'd be the worse of it.
But once we got to middle school things got viscous. People had bounty signs for me and everything. Then high school was worse. These are from the JV football team before homecoming. This is from me getting tricked into being hazed. My mom and I tried to sue for years but the court didn't care, they pretended to, but just ended up giving them some bullshit fine.
I only had one friend from school, she was my best friend Lucy. She didn't care about my sexuality at all. Neither did her family. Her boyfriend did though, this ones from me getting beat up by him. She broke up with him immediately after it. We've been trying to move for years but we had so much debt.
We finally got out of there a month ago. We had to. Lucy had finally got what people thought she deserved for hanging out with me, a beating causing her to go into a 3 day coma. Thank God those boys were sent to Juvy. When she woke up her parents decided to move and my mom figured it would be safest to do that too.
That's why Abby's in boarding school, we started that in 7th grade when the beatings got so bad i started bleeding on the way to pick her up from school. We're waiting a month to see if she can stay at home. If all things go well here, i'll stay. If not..." Ryan by then was sobbing with Brendon.
Brendon pulled him close. Not angrily but passionately. "I wont ever let anyone hurt you ever again. Never. You're too good Ross you don't deserve it."
At this point Ryan feels insanely close to Brendon and decides that if someone knows everything about you it isn't really trashy to sleep with them on your first technical date, now is it?