Aug 19, 2005 16:34
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
~* i've realized that maybe my life isnt worth much maybe im nobody to ne1 maybe im a second hand person that when they have no1 to go to they turn to me because they know im so stupid and i will always always be right there with em why do i even bother caring? I lie to one person and my whole life falls apart and they've lied to me more than once i wont lie im a liar and im a heck of a awfull person do i even deserve friends? do i even deserve to be here I think it was all a big mistake for me to try to fix him i knew i couldnt god i loved him more before i even tried and it all fell apart... I cared about one person and because of that my life falls into little pieces im glad i have malcom there for me r else i wouldnt be shit i wouldnt be here if he hadnt came along! i just really woulda gave up...its just sometimes i wonder if he's ok and what not why do i even care? cuz i loved him he was my best friend and he backstabbed me and that broke my heart but thats something that i have to live with untill then i remain myself and theres nothing i can do to fix it im sorry that i:
Drink
Cuss
Raise Hell
Hate people
Act stupid
Am Stupid
Be stupid
Am in band
Am not perfect
I cant win
Im not you
You cant change me
Im myself
Sometimes i smoke
I try
I always fail
mainly this all exsplains what im sorry about im sorry that im myself ill try harder to be some1 im not ok?