Aug 11, 2005 23:03
eserve it right
XxXHopeless34XxX: no i didn't say that i just dont like any one sayin anything about any of my friends
XxXHopeless34XxX: i told him to shut up about you
XxXHopeless34XxX: and he did
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: Yeah he wouldnt even say it to my face and i never called her a skank EVER
XxXHopeless34XxX: you did to me
XxXHopeless34XxX: you may not remember it but you did
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: whatever soo i drink as well that makes me worse
XxXHopeless34XxX: i only said i cant be around people that drink
XxXHopeless34XxX: I'm not goin to be around it if i can help it
XxXHopeless34XxX: I'm not callin you a bad person
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: omg i never drink around u
XxXHopeless34XxX: i only said i cant be around any one that drinks
XxXHopeless34XxX: it dosn't matter you stil drink
XxXHopeless34XxX: and i dont like it
XxXHopeless34XxX: to much crap happens to people i know because they drink
XxXHopeless34XxX: and its not good
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: yeah like wrecks and crap and i dont even drive or let a drunk person drive me
XxXHopeless34XxX: thats not the point
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: yeh i am awfull ur right u dont kno what its like to be and when u walk in my shoes then u can tell me that
XxXHopeless34XxX: omg you have it so bad
XxXHopeless34XxX: its not as bad as you think
XxXHopeless34XxX: yeah things are tuff thats life get over it
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: leah u dont live here with me u dont kno what goes on u dont kno stuff that goes on or what i have to deal with my mom barly survives and i set here and have to watch it cuz theres nothing i can do about it
XxXHopeless34XxX: well if your mom is doin so bad why dont you helpl her and stop fightin with her and maybe she will be a lil better
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: u dont know who i help leah
XxXHopeless34XxX: meagen stop bein a freakin drama queen i never said we couldn't be friend i just said i cant be friends right now theres alot goin on that you dont know about and i would rather no one knows about it and I have alot to deal with
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: Dont tell me to stop nothing i dont care if u wanna be friends or what not i really dont but u dont kno the crap i go thru OK so dont even tell me how u think my life is CUZ U DONT LIVE IT
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: me and u dont ever argue and u say that and then im like wtc so i get to beat myself up because yay people r mad at me and dont wanna be my friend because i dont even kno y
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: i dont even know why the heck i even said nething about it
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: If u cant be my friend when i need you then what kinda friend were u or are u supposed to be?
XxXHopeless34XxX: meagen i've been your friend i've been there when alot of people weren't so dont give me that crap
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: who hasnt been here?
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: KATIE?
XxXHopeless34XxX: yeah theres one
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: name another one
XxXHopeless34XxX: i dont know all your friends
XxXHopeless34XxX: but i know for a fact that there has been time that you've called me cryin sayin no one is there and you have no one to talk to
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: PAUL?
XxXHopeless34XxX: your blowing this way out of the water so just take a breath a com down
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: im breathing
XxXHopeless34XxX: your freakin out over something so small
XxXHopeless34XxX: i just said i cant be friends right now thats it
XxXHopeless34XxX: i didn't say we all goin to die tomorw
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: but u can be friends with michael and kayla but not me? ok i see
XxXHopeless34XxX: i haven't talk to micheal or kayla in about 2 weeks so i dont know whats up with them
XxXHopeless34XxX: the only person i've talked to lately is micah
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: well i was there when he wasnt with u and i was there before kayla and before michael even knew u real well what about that huh im not the only one thats had a hard time u have to
XxXHopeless34XxX: i know i've had a hard time i'm still havin a hard tim and i know you are to
XxXHopeless34XxX: things arent gettin any easyer over here if anything there gettin harder
XxXHopeless34XxX: i'm five seconds away from leavin here
XxXHopeless34XxX: its getin bad my family is dieing i'm losing people i care about i'm fightin with my paretns non stop and all I'm tryin to do is comly tell you i need some time on my own away from everyone
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: yeah if everyone means me fine
XxXHopeless34XxX: not only you
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: yeh me
XxXHopeless34XxX: your not the only person so just stop
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: ok whatever im gonna go
XxXHopeless34XxX: what ever bye
xiDrAtHeRcHoKeX: bye
XxXHopeless34XxX signed off at 10:59:16 PM.
Meagen,
I'm sorry that things have been gay but I dont think we can be friends right now because I cant hang around people that drink and I'm tryin to clean up my life I've been out of control for long enuff I'm not sayin we cant be friends I'm just say right now...I'm sorry I dont wont to hurt you but thats just how I feel right now...I could of possibly lost the love of my life because I was careless and I'm not gont o be that way anymore...so I'm sorry if I'm being mean right now but I really dont like the way you dog Michael and Kayla there really good friends of mine and I'm not goin to let you talk about them anymore....its not right...Kayla is a good person and she's a really good friend of mine...and Michael yeah he lies but not about everything he's not a complete lier I dont know anna so I'm not goin to say he was lieing about her because I dont know....I'm sorry I'm being a bitch but I just have alot of my plate right now...
Meagen hates life