day after halloween and be4 election day
2day was normal cept i woke up faster than got all fustriated cuz i couldnt find my best of marilyn manson cd which i made and its rly good but since i was going to remake it anyway i'll have to do it soon cuz its lost and i knocked my cds all over so kno i now why some r scratched and of course my stupid room is a mess again whoo hooo and also i had blue hair...in tv we watched feighheight 9/11 and i happened to see more of it cuz at home when i watch the dvd my mom starts debating about the oil and bush and howthe world is gunna end and stuff like that so i was able to rly watch it for once but only half of it so far..umm 4th per nuttin much happened they liked my blue hair.. which was good and me and kiry talked almost the whole period and oh year my cd player died 1st period it jus shuts off and now it wont read cds...theres alot i wanna say on this journal but more and more people from skool read it now so i were to say everything too many people would kno but i'll be nice theres someone else i like now and truthfully not to be mean but kristine seems boring compared to the 1st couple times with her but she can rly be a cool person jus like the person i like but the difference between the 2 is that the one i like tends to listine to me more and she finds me funny which r rly good but kristine doesnt seem interested like she jus says "ohh..ok" and i dunno theres alot of ways i can understand that but everyone uses it in their own way like some people do listine but say it cuz they'er tired or w/e but some people say it cuz they r like w/e...i'm sure kristine does listine but it doesnt seem that way well not all the time at least..i didnt rly like my blue hair mostly cuz it was to light and bright so if i ever do blue well after my spreys run out i'll buy the gells from hot topic..the one i like wants me not to cut my hair and neither does some of my friends so no spikes yet only if my cousins zoe and nina come up xmas time then i will..so basically my hair will be up to the middle of my ears and the sides and the back will be shaved which ive been doing since last august when i started growing it out if anyone noticed...the one i like is rly an awesome person who i'm sure "YOU" kno and u kno who u r i'm not telling (even thou i'm gunna be asked a million questions wednesday) but anyways shes great a sweet and friendly person who always makes my day and 2day i we finally huged... 2morrow i have off and i wanna finsh my movie idk how bad the weather is i'll do it by myself if i have to...god 2day i was horrible in gym but i said sup to cassandra and she left me prob cuz of my hair and make up i'll try again thursday...the girl i like we talk alot well i wish it was more damn i cant stop thinking of her after friday i rly fell in love with her but watch i'll hurt myself again but i dont wanna hurt her in anyway infact i'll try and see if me and her can hang out abit to get to kno each other and take it from there if i even get that far but i think i can do it and still i havent talked to sam g.. ethan came so i couldnt maybe i'm not ment to yet nah thats bs i have to at least say hi like wednesday or sumthin i hope shes the last thing wrong with me that bothers me