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I'm so cold right now. Perhaps, it might just be because it's only 5 degrees out if that and I'm wearing shorts, but my house is so cold. Why am I wearing shorts you ask? Well, coz they're new and I want to make sure my ass won't bust through them within a day lol. I got a new skirt as well today, which is odd because it's slightly, like shorter than I normally wear. Ben bought them for me, which was nice of him too.
I am so bored though right now. Ben's playing his new Xbox 360 and no one is online at all so, I'm gunna write something to kill some time until I go to bed. I have to work tomorrow, and I really don't want too. I was suppose to work today but I switched the shift with someone else. There was no way in hell, I was going to work 6 fucking days in a row. Pathetic! I hate working there enough as it is. So, now I have to work next Saturday which, again I don't want do but, who cares. I wasn't doing anything anyway. This summer is going to suck so much coz, it'll be work work work and than Ben complaining about how he never sees me. Well, thats tough, deal with it.
Ever feel like when you're with someone for so long, you just get bored of them? Well, that's me right now. I feel bad for saying it, but I am getting really bored, and it'd be easier if I was single for the next 4 months coz I could at least focus on just saving money and I would have no one to take me to the mall where, I want waste oodles of money! I can't do that. I can't believe how poor I am, and how college is in Septemeber. I should have started saving last summer but I'm so bad with money.
I'm worrying like crazy now that again, college is so close. I just sent my rez application in today. I hope I get into that or I'm going to shoot myself if I have to get a student house. That means, no one will want to come over, or I'm going to have the worst fucking room mates ever, who want to party all the time. I've had the worst past two weeks. Ever since I've been back from Florida. I think when I went away I thought about a lot of stuff...stuff that I didn't want to think of. I guess, it's better though this way. Have you ever felt like you don't really know what to do, like you're caught inbetween two decisions. Mine is do you keep doing something because you feel it's for the other persons best interest, or do you do something because it's in your best interest? My head says not to, but my heart tells me it's not right. AHH I hate decision making.
I am excited about school though. I've talked to some pretty cool people. We all are planning on having a party when we get there. Oh, and these are some people from Facebook. There's one person who seems really cool. Someone I would def. hang out with for shizzle my bitchizzles!
I wore high heels today for the first time since the No Frills christmas party and my feet are soooo sore lol. I was walking so funny as well in the mall. I don't think I'll be wearing them for a looong time.
Oh, I'm trying to eat healthy from now on. Sounds funny coming from my mouth, right lol? I'm trying to lose some of this extra weight I've gained in the past year coz I don't like it. I actually ran the other day. I so wish I would have went to army or followed through with the navy, I would not be in this crisis right now lol. Im gunna be so skinny in college coz I wont have money for food. I'll be living off of booze probably or KD!!!! It's a good thing I love it :)
Anyway, my cat keeps sticking his ass in my face coz he wants me to play with him so I'll check ya's out later. Oh and this months Cosmo has great sex tips lol. It's the only reason I buy that magazine baha.
I am so bored though right now. Ben's playing his new Xbox 360 and no one is online at all so, I'm gunna write something to kill some time until I go to bed. I have to work tomorrow, and I really don't want too. I was suppose to work today but I switched the shift with someone else. There was no way in hell, I was going to work 6 fucking days in a row. Pathetic! I hate working there enough as it is. So, now I have to work next Saturday which, again I don't want do but, who cares. I wasn't doing anything anyway. This summer is going to suck so much coz, it'll be work work work and than Ben complaining about how he never sees me. Well, thats tough, deal with it.
Ever feel like when you're with someone for so long, you just get bored of them? Well, that's me right now. I feel bad for saying it, but I am getting really bored, and it'd be easier if I was single for the next 4 months coz I could at least focus on just saving money and I would have no one to take me to the mall where, I want waste oodles of money! I can't do that. I can't believe how poor I am, and how college is in Septemeber. I should have started saving last summer but I'm so bad with money.
I'm worrying like crazy now that again, college is so close. I just sent my rez application in today. I hope I get into that or I'm going to shoot myself if I have to get a student house. That means, no one will want to come over, or I'm going to have the worst fucking room mates ever, who want to party all the time. I've had the worst past two weeks. Ever since I've been back from Florida. I think when I went away I thought about a lot of stuff...stuff that I didn't want to think of. I guess, it's better though this way. Have you ever felt like you don't really know what to do, like you're caught inbetween two decisions. Mine is do you keep doing something because you feel it's for the other persons best interest, or do you do something because it's in your best interest? My head says not to, but my heart tells me it's not right. AHH I hate decision making.
I am excited about school though. I've talked to some pretty cool people. We all are planning on having a party when we get there. Oh, and these are some people from Facebook. There's one person who seems really cool. Someone I would def. hang out with for shizzle my bitchizzles!
I wore high heels today for the first time since the No Frills christmas party and my feet are soooo sore lol. I was walking so funny as well in the mall. I don't think I'll be wearing them for a looong time.
Oh, I'm trying to eat healthy from now on. Sounds funny coming from my mouth, right lol? I'm trying to lose some of this extra weight I've gained in the past year coz I don't like it. I actually ran the other day. I so wish I would have went to army or followed through with the navy, I would not be in this crisis right now lol. Im gunna be so skinny in college coz I wont have money for food. I'll be living off of booze probably or KD!!!! It's a good thing I love it :)
Anyway, my cat keeps sticking his ass in my face coz he wants me to play with him so I'll check ya's out later. Oh and this months Cosmo has great sex tips lol. It's the only reason I buy that magazine baha.