Jan 13, 2007 11:33
I hate drinking. I hate drinking so much that I drink even more. I hate waking up and feeling pretty good til I sit up in bed and than all hell lets lose. I hate puking. I hate puking 11 times in 3 hours. I hate being hungry but knowing I shouldn't eat because its going to come back up. I hate not being able to drink water because it makes me want to throw up. I'm never drinking again. I swear!'
I can't sleep because my stomach is doing flips and I keep feeling like Im going to throw up. I had to sleep on the outside of my bed because Ben's over and if I sleep on the inside, I'll never make it to washroom in time and I'll probably puke on Ben.
We were suppose to go to Flying J's today but because I can't go a half hour without wanting to throw up, we're not. At this very moment I feel like I'm going to throw up. Im trying very hard to keep it down because I don't want to puke anymore. This is a pretty crappy day for me, I'd say.
I was at Leanne's house warming party last night because she moved out and got this sweet apartment, and well I drank one too many. I should have went home at 5 like I planned too, but nooo. Now look what happened