Feb 19, 2004 01:09
i fucking love it when i find i have more alcohol then i first imagined.honestly i fucking love it!
im more pissed off now that i just saw snow patrol's new album being slashed all over mainstream television yet another band ruined as im sure i will have many a pre-teen confuess thier undyeing love for them to me and say how thier more underground then the sub-way.infact like kelly so i used to have an unsettling passion of detest for her now its grown to a full on burning passion of hate.why does she still think im her "best friend" i cant stand how shell heart a band then someone out of normal group with any credabillity infact fuck that anyone who she doesnt know will say they suck and instantly shell go on a mass rampage of how much she hates them.i can just imagine her to of had the von bondies for instance poster on her wall and then go out and hear some one slay them and instantly as soon as she gets home rip the poster from the wall and burn any evidance she liked them.
on another note i basically more a less got told im ugly by some bitch called jodie who i hate but she added me a couple days ago and fucking spoke to her again.my confidance is sky rockiting now.honestly your retarded if you dont pick up on the sarcasim then.
im getting fat and i need to lose weight desperatly.
my language is becoming more filthy by the day.
im growing to understand im becoming older and need to sort myself out.
i thought being 19 or the new yeat i could make it better but no i feel
worse then i have ever befor.
please ignore me alot of what i do now is under the influence.
i wish i was famouse so i had a reason to have an addiction