I don't know what I am doing here, but does it matter?
Hello!
I'm back. Am I back? I'm not one hundered percent sure.
I cleaned out my home office and fired up my old PC. (I've been using my mac book) And I saw that I had a few messages that lead me to here. I sort of wanted to delete this thing awhile ago but reading back on old post was nice and also painfully embarrassing.
I'm aware the meme above is for FB; it's still fcking relatable and Lord Varys is a treasure!
But one thing for sure is that writing here has put me in a better place. I'm a lot happier than I was before- that's hard to admit when you're in a constant struggle with depression! I think my writing improved in comparison to when I first started (lol high school teen angst). Looking back has really helped me reflected on growth. I don't necessarily feel an urgent need to delete this journal. I've always liked LJ interface and I wish to write again- ya know, those lengthy ones with a dash of emo. But right now, I need to study my french, trignometry and play some Black Desert Online. Maybe I'll get some writing done in between!
If you happen to read this, please say hi. It would be nice to get reaquainted with the community. I am still trying to figure out what new features LJ has and I'll update my profile later.
Liahuy, zaijian, au revoir, adios and good-bye!
Sami