I have, against my better judgement, begun a writing blog. This is largely because I realised that I had a lot of things that I could and needed to put down in writing. And, well, a friend of mine showed me her poetry blog because she felt that her own experiences could help me get over whatever happened the past couple of months. Besides, I've
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Of course, the interesting bit is I am going to see him tomorrow anyway.
(Also, if he says I can literally run him over with a car and he won't even flinch, does that mean that laxatives = fair game? Not saying I'm going to do it, of course, but, you know.)
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Also, I don't really buy into this permission-to-run-him-over-thing, even though I generally believe in the truth of what people say... I don't know, maybe it's my own experience with that friend. I'm a bit more like "Why is his apology to you about him and what he would do or feel anyway?"
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Okay. Another friend of mine just told me that he doesn't really get him because, well, if he's sincere about apologising he should just take the initiative to do so, regardless of the circumstances. That's what I call a man. Pfft. Boys.
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it is of course natural to still have feelings. after all he was infatuated with you and it's hard to get rid of intense feelings like that. but im not sure if it's love and to be honest i dun think it makes any difference if he still has feelings for you, coz even if he does, it's worthless. you're deserving of a better person clearly. and wanting closure is fine, but it seems like it's keeping you away from moving on, which is what you should do, whether it's forced or natural. in this case, it's not the means but the end that matters.
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The thing is that no matter what, he's still someone in my circle of friends. I cannot force my friends to choose between him or me because that's unfair to them. My friends may side with me, but they're not going to stop talking to him because we don't live in an American high school drama. And the other thing is that wanting closure is not what's keeping me away from moving on. If I can't move on, it's because I still have feelings for him. Which is why I told Hong Ling about how my friend is telling me that I should talk to him only after I can let go of everything.
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