Wow
So this evening I started the long an luborious task of cleaning out my room for me eventual departure forever from living there at the end of this coming summer. I have always been one to save everything so this is quite a large task you must understand. At the same time it is extremely fun. I have found so many different things such as old assignment notebooks, old love letters, a plethora of different photos from dance events and shows and homecomings and proms, notes from teachers, awards, and encouraging letters and notes from friends. Finding all these things, especially the last thing listed, has made me realize what an amazing life I have had thus far and what amazing people I have filled it with. The friends I have and other people that have walked in and out of my life have each left powerful and important imprints on my life and heart. I have realized that I truly have the most amazing friends in the entire world and that really no one could possibly have better friends than I. I think sometimes I take that forgranted and it is my goal for this new year to set things straight and appreciate all those that love and support me unconditionally, no questions asked. It is my time for a new beginning, and I believe that new beginning is now. I want to return to me, who I know I am and who I know I have drifted from in this last year and a half. I am ready to finally move forward in life and I appreciate all those that are and will be there on my way. I love all of you. Merry Christmas.