Ugh.

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The weather. The heat. My moods. My boredom. Lack of sleep. Dvd players for cheap but no hookups to my tv. Fact that it's only Sunday. People. Slow time. Happy faces in every car around me but my car is empty and I feel alone. Sunshine all around, thunderstorm inside. Not knowing which matters, which is real. Not knowing what normal is. Not knowing how to connect. Being impatient.

Ugh. To it all. Church or the river tonight? Who knows. Ugh to indecision.

Ugh to it all.