I LIKE HIM!
I like him. I really do. I just realized it now. I am so so so stupid. I really do like him and I just noticed it. Why in the world I realize it now when I know I won't be seeing him for 3 weeks? WHY?!
I was looking at one of his pictures and I was like just scanning him. From head to toes. And I couldn't help but imagine how I wanted him to hold me with his arms. And kiss me with his lips. And I just want to play in his hair. Because sadly I fell in love with a boy who won't ever look at me.
I know he's a complete idiot sometimes and he could be a little bit rude but I just don't care about that. I like him just the way it is. I fell in love with this guy without even noticing it. But he already likes someone else. [/sigh]
I've seen him. He only has eyes for that girl. I won't start complaining about her. Because I know she is special in her own way and I also won't start saying that "oh, she's much more beautiful than me." because I've already been there and it's pointless. Trust me! And plus, I get along pretty well with her and I don't want to ruin that. She's not the one at fault. I am. For falling for him.
Thank God only 3 girls know that I like him. And they are girls that I really trust. I know they won't tell.
Oh dear God! I know I haven't posted something here for like 2-3 weeks? And now here I am ranting about i-know-what-stupid-thing. I'm sorry. I promise to be more active from now on. :)
I was looking at one of his pictures and I was like just scanning him. From head to toes. And I couldn't help but imagine how I wanted him to hold me with his arms. And kiss me with his lips. And I just want to play in his hair. Because sadly I fell in love with a boy who won't ever look at me.
I know he's a complete idiot sometimes and he could be a little bit rude but I just don't care about that. I like him just the way it is. I fell in love with this guy without even noticing it. But he already likes someone else. [/sigh]
I've seen him. He only has eyes for that girl. I won't start complaining about her. Because I know she is special in her own way and I also won't start saying that "oh, she's much more beautiful than me." because I've already been there and it's pointless. Trust me! And plus, I get along pretty well with her and I don't want to ruin that. She's not the one at fault. I am. For falling for him.
Thank God only 3 girls know that I like him. And they are girls that I really trust. I know they won't tell.
Oh dear God! I know I haven't posted something here for like 2-3 weeks? And now here I am ranting about i-know-what-stupid-thing. I'm sorry. I promise to be more active from now on. :)