I'm ready so don't stop (2015)
Obligatory year-end review is obligatory.
Honestly, 2015 was a weird fucking year. The biggest changes didn't do much in altering life as a whole but the smallest things wormed their way into being constant forces.
A rundown list of things that became exteremely important include:
Buddy Nielsen, Emo Night, American Eagle jeans, 2010 feelings, alcohol, blonde hair.
And things that sound like they should've been huge but just kind of, were:
New job, buying my own car, mom moving out of the desert, essentially kind of living alone.
The year became all about redefining what I find right and good and acceptable. I like that and I hope it continues.
I have been magically overwhelmed with much better mental health and while it remains mostly a mystery as to why, I am happy it has been this way.
At the same time, a recent breakdown of sorts might have pushed me into making some major life changes that involve going after things I have always wanted. I'm strangely optimistic and not nearly as intimidated as I've felt my entire life. I hoping this feeling is enough.
Photo is not an accurate representation of optimism but I took it around 3am and I like it, okay!?
Honestly, 2015 was a weird fucking year. The biggest changes didn't do much in altering life as a whole but the smallest things wormed their way into being constant forces.
A rundown list of things that became exteremely important include:
Buddy Nielsen, Emo Night, American Eagle jeans, 2010 feelings, alcohol, blonde hair.
And things that sound like they should've been huge but just kind of, were:
New job, buying my own car, mom moving out of the desert, essentially kind of living alone.
The year became all about redefining what I find right and good and acceptable. I like that and I hope it continues.
I have been magically overwhelmed with much better mental health and while it remains mostly a mystery as to why, I am happy it has been this way.
At the same time, a recent breakdown of sorts might have pushed me into making some major life changes that involve going after things I have always wanted. I'm strangely optimistic and not nearly as intimidated as I've felt my entire life. I hoping this feeling is enough.
Photo is not an accurate representation of optimism but I took it around 3am and I like it, okay!?