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[xtunax]

So i've decided I need to figure myself out and get my shit together really quick before I screw up my social life and my future forever. I've been sooo insecure and pathetic and lazy lately. I can't even like, return phone calls, or make steady plans --or make a phone call without fucking them up or getting like a colony of butterflies in my

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[kellybunk]

dear Taylor,

It is really hard. And it's different for everyone. But you are a smart girl, too. And you know what's good for you. And you have the ability to turn things around and get what you want with a little hard work. Actually, a lot of hard work. Because the harder you work, the farther you will come.

I'm speaking from a very different place, because at this point, I've put in all the hard work in the past 4+ years that have put me where I am, put me in a place where I can comfortably finish out my senior year, with the security of knowing that I'm going to college like I want to. I'm in no way saying this has anything to do with you, but I'm saying it to show how much I can relate. I know how difficult it is. I've been there.

But that doesn't mean you can't still do all the things that you want to do that will make you happy.

And I hope that you know I am always here. I've had such a good time hanging out with you lately, I've missed you a lot. Even though we haven't done much of anything, it's reminded me how hilarious and great you are, and how much fun I can have around you, like old times.

But you need to figure out where your priorities lie. And if your top priority is to get into college, you better figure out what it takes to do it. Because it's the only way you'll find happiness. And if that's what will make you happy, I won't let you fail.

I'm here, babe. Don't ever hesitate to holler.

Love,

kelly.