blah.. tough decision
blah.. ok so today i told stacy how i felt towards ashley and that i wanted to try to work things out again between.. and i feel like complete shit because we both had feelings for each other and she told me that she just wanted to explode..
i'm sorry stacy i just want to see if things between me and ashley can go back to the way they were before we broke up because i know i was satisfied with things then.. and its not like i'm going to stop being friends with you.. you're still taking me to the monster truck thing for my birthday :oP i'm not going to give up your friendship.. i owe you one.. you were there when no one else seemed to flippin give a rats ass.. and cancun would just complicate things if we got together.. not saying that i'd cheat on you.. cause i would never EVERRRR do that.. And if you care about me like you say you do.. then you would want me to try to be happy.. and if ash can't make me happy like old times.. then .. i dunno but just don't give up our friendship please?
end of marking period tomorrow.. which means only 1/3 of a school year left.. 2 marking periods left to go.. 12 weeks.. ahh i can't wait for summer.. this better be the best summer of my life i hope and i can think of a lot of things i want to do.. skydiving/survivor with julie (if she doesn't hate me??? i never know with her lol) going up to ash's cabin hopefully.. camping.. maybe going out to visit maggie....ohio/geaga lake/italian fest(i slaughtered the spelling i think but hey look at who you're talking to.. come on) maybe going to the manatees with stace.. historical society with shelley? cedar point with whoever is cool enough to go with me... going up to hmm. this one river thing with whoever.. i've never been on it but its basically a natural lazy river that dumps out into lake michigan..drinking to make up for college since both schools have a dry campus :o) kidding.. julie wanna go to windsor? since you're 18 and all? lol kidddding but i need to pay for all of my wants and needs.. so ugh i don't want a job though.. :o(
i'm sorry stacy i just want to see if things between me and ashley can go back to the way they were before we broke up because i know i was satisfied with things then.. and its not like i'm going to stop being friends with you.. you're still taking me to the monster truck thing for my birthday :oP i'm not going to give up your friendship.. i owe you one.. you were there when no one else seemed to flippin give a rats ass.. and cancun would just complicate things if we got together.. not saying that i'd cheat on you.. cause i would never EVERRRR do that.. And if you care about me like you say you do.. then you would want me to try to be happy.. and if ash can't make me happy like old times.. then .. i dunno but just don't give up our friendship please?
end of marking period tomorrow.. which means only 1/3 of a school year left.. 2 marking periods left to go.. 12 weeks.. ahh i can't wait for summer.. this better be the best summer of my life i hope and i can think of a lot of things i want to do.. skydiving/survivor with julie (if she doesn't hate me??? i never know with her lol) going up to ash's cabin hopefully.. camping.. maybe going out to visit maggie....ohio/geaga lake/italian fest(i slaughtered the spelling i think but hey look at who you're talking to.. come on) maybe going to the manatees with stace.. historical society with shelley? cedar point with whoever is cool enough to go with me... going up to hmm. this one river thing with whoever.. i've never been on it but its basically a natural lazy river that dumps out into lake michigan..drinking to make up for college since both schools have a dry campus :o) kidding.. julie wanna go to windsor? since you're 18 and all? lol kidddding but i need to pay for all of my wants and needs.. so ugh i don't want a job though.. :o(