wow
lol wow last night totally rocked my socks... i had so much fun i wish i could go through it all again and relive it.. so many things that i've never done before in my entire life lol.. wow.. i'm in awe still about how fricking awesome it was.
So their's this new girl that came into the picture and i think i'm beginning to like her.. alot alot.. i've known her for what maybe like 5 months? since home coming.. but we just recently started talking on a regular basis and have hung out quite a few times and she's def beginning to grow on me. I'm nervous to get a girlfriend before cancun because i honestly have no idea whats going to go on down their with me and ash lol.. but we won't hook back up i can almost guarantee that.. she told me she never wants anything to do with me ever again.. (in a bf/gf sort of way) and i don't know if i even want her back at the moment.. i just hope we can be friends.. and plus she has jayson again so she's happy i guess?
I hope this time thing will last longer than a few months.. i'm sick of these little flings.. no offense to anyone but i want to have a steady relationship again that will last this time... people keep calling me a player or whatever that just goes from girl to girl to girl.. or in the words of caitlin (C) i'm a "ho bag" but i really wish it would stop.. and if this one fails then i'm done with relationships until college... but yeah i've had a lot of fun with her over the past few days.. from tackling each other in the snow (brrr) to staying up real late on the phone to.. twin stalkers :oP
I don't wanna rush this thing
I don't wanna jump the gun
I really wanna say those three little words
But I'm gonna bite my tongue
Yeah, I'm just gonna lay on back
Leave it on cruise control
I'm gonna hold it all inside
Till the right time comes down the road
I got a feelin'
My head's a reelin'
My heart is screamin'
I'm about to bust loose
Bottled up emotion
It's more than a notion
It starts with an "I"
And ends with a "U"
I got a feelin'
Are you feelin' it too?
So their's this new girl that came into the picture and i think i'm beginning to like her.. alot alot.. i've known her for what maybe like 5 months? since home coming.. but we just recently started talking on a regular basis and have hung out quite a few times and she's def beginning to grow on me. I'm nervous to get a girlfriend before cancun because i honestly have no idea whats going to go on down their with me and ash lol.. but we won't hook back up i can almost guarantee that.. she told me she never wants anything to do with me ever again.. (in a bf/gf sort of way) and i don't know if i even want her back at the moment.. i just hope we can be friends.. and plus she has jayson again so she's happy i guess?
I hope this time thing will last longer than a few months.. i'm sick of these little flings.. no offense to anyone but i want to have a steady relationship again that will last this time... people keep calling me a player or whatever that just goes from girl to girl to girl.. or in the words of caitlin (C) i'm a "ho bag" but i really wish it would stop.. and if this one fails then i'm done with relationships until college... but yeah i've had a lot of fun with her over the past few days.. from tackling each other in the snow (brrr) to staying up real late on the phone to.. twin stalkers :oP
I don't wanna rush this thing
I don't wanna jump the gun
I really wanna say those three little words
But I'm gonna bite my tongue
Yeah, I'm just gonna lay on back
Leave it on cruise control
I'm gonna hold it all inside
Till the right time comes down the road
I got a feelin'
My head's a reelin'
My heart is screamin'
I'm about to bust loose
Bottled up emotion
It's more than a notion
It starts with an "I"
And ends with a "U"
I got a feelin'
Are you feelin' it too?